giving up on philip

Yoz.. u guyx can start calling me Rose.. muhahaha!! (I remmber saying these lastime after watching Titanic also) When i watched Titanic last night, (which i was supposed to study) i felt as if im totally 'suck' into watching the show. I was juz wanting to watch maybe the first part.. but i went on, of coz. heez.. I watched Titanic 3times! muhaha.. and i cried 3times! =x hehe.. i find it extremely romantic.. Jack is handsome n Rose is pretty. I love the part when Rose asked Jack to draw a picture of her wearing the sapphire necklace ONLY! wee wee!! so nice right.. haha naked infront of someone u love.. and of coz the part where they made love inside a 1960s kind of car. haha! So touching right.. owww' =x haha! and of coz i always cried at the same part of the show.. the scene where Jack died. He was frozen. So sad!!! Then Rose told him that she will nve giv up and let go of him.. So stupid ah!! Then he sank into the sea!!!~ SO POORTHING! sad ah.. why he died...''' haha.. if it happens to me ah.. i'll die with Jack ok! Since they did everything (haha u know what i mean) already, then they shldnt be afraid to die.. and rather they shld b happy that they can die together.. as chinese often said "bu neng tong nian tong yue tong re shen, dan yuan tong nian tong yue tong re si" =) Sweet awww''' haha!
Nxt thing i wana tell u guys is i met Philip. and lizhen!!! duhz.. 19/09 We met at Sakae Sushi East Point.. He saw me too!!! and he was looking at me.. haha he recognise me .. we juz met during the SJAB POP mah.. but i was sooo sad that he was with lizhen!!! so i act as if i didnt see him.. and carried on talking to my cousin.. awww''' and now i regret!!! i should have talk or smile at him!!! ~~~ haha.. then the next day at sch, i made up my mind. I'LL 4GET ABOUT PHILIP! and guess wad chin n angela said!!!! "iyoo.. u shld do it long ago!" DUHZ!!!! wad only.. well, i might not be able to do it so quickly.. but i'll try.
Alright.. as u know now is Prelim period.. and the worse thg that can happen during exam time is not panicking.. but.. to see Justin Toh!!! wah seh.. i cant concentrate with him walking around the hall. I'll hav the urch to look at him. haha.. im sick ah.. =P well, u noe what i mean?! The feeling is.. u see this guy from far.. u have the urch to run towards him and hug him tightly!! =x muhaha.. i shy liao lah! thats what i thought.. crazy me! He's married and is a father of 2 kids!
Hey, guess wad im telling myself this few days. "Don't ever give birth to children!" haha.. for most of u.. u shld know that im violence.. and the worse thgy is that.. im getting more n more violence.. muhahaa!! i always feel the need to kill people! muahha.. sicko?! well, of coz is to kill someone i duno or i hate lah.. and i believe, i can do it! So if i have kids.. die manx.. im going to kill them all~ muhaa.. and if they irritates me.. wahhaa.. DEAD! Furthermore, i have this 'owe me $50 000' stuck-up face.. so, this actually encourages me to be a murderer... want to know what my idealprofession last time? Prostitute!! muhaha.. easy to earn money what.. In addition it burns off fats very quickly by doing ~ haha.. well, after i gav up the thought of that, i decided to be a Professional assasin. Murdering people is my hobby, seeing ppl cry interests me and making u die infront of me is my job. How is it?! great slogen? heez.. cool right.. i think im sick. Hey Hey, i mentioned thats last time ok.. now of coz something more decent lah.. like a business lady.. etc.. =)
One more thing i need to say. I believe that when i am damn angry, whatever curse i said or thought of, will eventually happen! Exp: i curse XYZ to die.. very soon.. XYZ wanted to commit suicide or XYZ got injuried. cool huh?! Well, i've observed and i realised that its true.. whether u believe it or not it doesnt matter. But after a few incidents.. i can conclude that. Some of my close frenz , u shld know ah.. i might have told u b4. Its weird eh.. anyway, its gd in a sense! =) So better dont test me man..
Awww'' alright, update u guys some other time! Cyaz! =) Anyway, im not sick or crazy k.. heez...