crap

i thought everything's over and im only left with oral presentation.
my my, what a last minute call by my dearest supervising tutor, lim yih.
lim yih said tt we hav to correct all intext citation in the written report and change the bibliography. tt means, print all again!
eh. then wad m i doing now? wasting time. haha. waiting to print..
the worse is, my grp has submitted our wr long before promo. tomorrow is the dateline and we are told to change, only today! champion! poor bang, has the most to do. thanks man. we shall get a A for this!
suddenly, i find no pleasure in my life. scoring As doesnt seem so attractive anymore. life can really be bored if u do the same thing and face the same people everyday. sometimes, i just wish to be carefree. moving around the world. looking at new different interesting scenes. but back to reality, everything lies under the university certificate. its only when u obtained one, u'll then get to be free. however, by then, ur life may not be just yours. partner, parents, friends, family will tie you down. this is fact. are you sure you wana take this risk? life can be evil. just by spelling live in the opp. direction.
everything seems so easy. for that its all in your mind. mind power is the strongest. it determines your strength and weaknesses. dont misuse it, neither abuse it. just breathe..
haha. ok. im back to normal after those sentimental thoughts.
st john is back! im rushing mdmsim for boots & berret for my standard 1s! haha. and to my surprise, mdm sim replied 'ok'! haha. hope she doent lie to me this time. im equally eager as my std1s to get them their uniform! dont rush people, u'll have loads to do after getting it. just imagine the sewing, ironing, polishing is enough to drain you. haha. nevertheless, u'll find the pleasure in doing it. its for yr own pride and glory. =)
just like my college song, "proud are we to be, a part of tampines junior college.." and a st john member and an ex-tampinesian and in 05s07 and in first aid society.. hahaa.
i dont need confidence to be confident. right? haha.