snco meeting

Just back from 23rd St John Ambulance Brigade Senior NCOs Training Camp's meeting. Sick. Sick. Sick. I'm so disappointed. What can i say? Backout?! No way! Its not the correct way of a responsible trainer. Then how?! Disappointed! Disappointed! I'm SO DISAPPOINTED! Its so disappointing!
First of all, what!!! 3 out of 15 trainees from Tampines Sec came for this meeting! I understand that there were 4 of them that went for public duty. Then how about the rest? the 8 of them? Come'on that's not what I have expected. Is it because I wasnt involved in any sjab activities for such a long time and I'm like lost contact from everyone of them? Haiz.
Next, I'm actually very happy with my post, as an assistant group advisor. However, guess what! Group advisor, which is my head, is Benjamin Tan. Sick. Sick. Sick. He's a weird, crazy fellow! What can i say?! And he is driving me mad with all his bombastic words! Although he can be really funny sometimes, he's a weirdo, sicko. Ha Ha. How bad I am to say that huh. Just diappointing not to have Chong Boon instead. I'm sad.
Then its the whole atmosphere. Maybe because there were only 3 of us as trainers from TPSS (Vanessa, Angela & Me) at the St John HeadQuarters just now. So it was hard to blend in with the rest of the officers from other schools. They were joking among themselves more. Though I have worked with them before during last year's Junior NCOs Training Camp, I just don't feel very right. Afterall, Im not close to them as much as they are close among themselves.
Alright! So I'm trying to adapt to that kind of atmosphere and situation. But before that, I hope that I can enjoy myself first since its like after Os. And of cause, get ready the graduation night stuffs! yeah! =)
God Bless All.