firstly my application for otc wasnt received.
after which, my involvement in snco is apparently being rejected.
though both issues are neither comfirmed nor clarified, (my senses tell me) i feel that they have happened and are still happening.
how i wish i can leave sj just like some other squadmates. or perhaps indulge myself with another commitment. not that im free, or have nothing better to do, i simply couldnt detach myself totally.
i really miss the times that my batch has with sir zhiwei, zhihua and taytong. and im truly glad that we're still in contact. soon after they left, tpsjab is so unstable. we've internal disputes, organisation adjustments very frequently and unhappy sch graduates, poor fa comp performances! im partly to be blamed, after all im part of tpsjab. but seriously, till now, im unsure of the final board of management (BOM) - that is the organisation chart.
unjust. unreliable. partial. irresponsibility. untrustable. have become so prevalent!
well. i expect, the 2issues have most likely arised due to previous misunderstanding and miscommunication.
perhaps i should learn to give things up.
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a wish not to happen. just how much do you know. about feeling miserable. when the comfort no longer there,
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ha! i didnt expect myself, so soon, to be greeted " Ms Tan " by classes of students! a fantastic experience that i will always kee...
