prison visit

went to the new changi prison today. to support the yellow ribbon campaign.
thought could visit the cells and perhaps the 'hanging' room. but nah.. only allowed to enter the administration centre.
saw several convicts. they look jus like any of us with tattoos.
oh. i embarrassed myself when i actually laughed at one of the exhibits. a certificate for completing the course, clean carpet. hee. seriously, i was laughin at it. certified carpet cleaner?!?! haha! then a police/volunteer came over. opps! it wasnt like normal carpet cleaning. there are processes that the cleaners must learn. ohhh. then i gave the astonishing look.
should we give them another chance?
from my mouth, yes. of course. everyone make mistakes and should be forgiven. but from my heart. i dont think i will.
i dont even forgive myself for making the slightest mistake in my life. how could i forgive others who made mistakes like molesting or raping girls?
what do you think?
there's another issue that has been probing me for weeks.
imagine urself breaking up with your boyfriend. then your boyfriend went after your best friend. in the meantime, yr best friend went out with him often as you couldnt due to your workload. eventually yr best friend get together with him.
after that, your best friend told you frankly.
will you forgive her? any conditions?
students worry abt studies. workers worry abt work. homemakers worry abt home.
when will we be out of these.