the same

i need.
for the reasons to stand.
still.

comfort zone

end off my races for this year with ge women 10k yesterday.
thanks to daddy mummy for driving me to the padang early in the morning! and fetching me back right after. sweetz.
didnt expect it to hurt even during the run. but still, the after-run-effect was remedying, temporary.

and as always, we met up at night with tales of laughters, sorrows and great drinks.
apple blossom

cold

focus.
control.
refrain.
when u dont see the line,
that others drew it.
when u dont hear the words,
that others are saying it.
when u dont feel the love.
cause others are not sharing it.
what u dont understand,
is why neither do they.

过一天像过一年

a revenue of escape.
somewhere bright.
somewhere blissful.
somewhere serene.
somewhere just you and me.
feeling dejected for not rejecting..
i thought time will prove the worth.. but not just yet.
i wish to turn back time. to ibg period.
then i wouldnt have made such a disasterous mistake.
but just when i try to look back,
it all disappeared.. vanished as though there wasnt that time.
maybe it wasnt me that was there..
and made me the me now.. thats not here either
how

i shouldntve a second chance

im stupid.
and its making my everyday miserable.
i dont understand why you dont understand..
when can ive those days back

hurts unknowingly

a wish not to happen.
just how much do you know. about feeling miserable.

when the comfort no longer there,

i was right

like i said.
nothings forever.

lost.

只求能借一点的时间来陪

cutie pie - fei fei (fat fat)
i knew its u! i picked u!
when feifei meets momo.. my first pancake attempt!
im liking this buaya experience.. fun!

the future's so bleak.

thought and sense something.

but seen nothing.

off and lost in this uncommited mystery.

but all i need is a few words from you..

in my name

would u say yes
when your no is diminishing
yet others no is overpowering
and u can only stares back at yourself
with whispers of
unknown

wheres my rainbow..
im missing it

wheres my real smile

i see sadness
i see disappointment
i see stupidity
through my own eyes

wheres the sparkle in your eyes

lost. still.

so it was nothing
like i knew it
.

cold wind blows

the nights so quiet.
why follow.
mind blank.
heart sank.

how long will this last

u can bring it up and bring it down

im willing to trade to be myself
why am i so unhappy when i can be otherwise