unforgiven forgiveness

like what my friends said.
i dont forgive people easily. and even if time allows me to, i'll always remember his/her wrongdoings.

i told myself to forgive. gotten the $100. just go and buy an addidas jacket and get over it!
yea right. but i just cant do it! (not refering to the buying of jacket haha!)

whenever i sees you,
my eyebrows straightened.
my mind is blank.
my memorised notes lost.
my blood boils.
flashback of what you've done, angered me more.
i told myself "focus, focus."
again and again, i was unsuccessful.
im not blaming you for not giving me any additional help on my education.
and see what u've done to me!
all thanks to you if i fail.