my life? maybe

oh god. just realised 2 of my frens took up tennis during this period of time!!
they're learning tennis and preparing for a levels?!
oh god.
i just wish i can too! i mean, not tennis.. but something i really wana do in my life!
its a 'thing' that i really wana learn.. or shuld i say, its a skill that i want.. since vlong ago..
ugh! i believe a few of u out thr have had encountered this before.. its really sad to actually postpone yr interest to pursue yr studies. u know wad i mean?
soar for yr grades at the expense of yr passion. i dun even sure if i'll get my chance to learn the skill!
ugh! or perhaps i just dun hav the courage to do it! definitely not now i told myself. im just too rigid huh! so inflexible that im boring myself to my exams death! duhhz!
its really a tough decision to make. but somehow i thought i know which to choose.
theres so many courses my college offer that i wish to attend.. but once again.. other den studies, i better get to my bed, comp or tv!
well. tt sounds lk a really unhealthy lifestyle! ironically, a lot of us r doing that. just work yr days off.. leisure? other days larh.. other time maybe?
or is it just happening to myself?
ugh! wadeva da reason, i just hav to get over it! how i wish i hav the universal remote control.. just lk the one in the movie, click!
so guess wad i'll do with it!
pause the world clock!! and begin after posting! =)