how about rainbow?

although its snowing season

it can never snow here

eventhough one can wish and pray and hope for it
will still ended up having only artificial snow

these sistas are real =)

i just wana say

see the babies of winter white mother and safyer winter white father!
super cutie pies!! they're 8days old! so vulnerable so adorable!

i love you!

when theyre 5days old

bought milk and vitamin drinks, vege sticks for hamster mother. hamster father is currently separated from hamster mother and their babies. while hamster mother is busy feeding her 6 and keeping them warm and safe. see how fast the 6 hammies are growing. healthy and strong. =)


felt the tiny life with my finger yesterday. so little, so cute, so lovely. cant wait for next week, as they become older, and to play with them.
identifying each of them would be fun. i hope.


how much can we all take.
im unsure. uncertain. and very unassured.
and sorry for being so ungrateful. uncontended.
i ought to be smiling.
but im not. yet maybe.




its so hard to say i love you

sweet moments

cutie pies gave birth! 151208

birth of 'do re me fa so la' or 'abcdef' or '123456'! hee!

its really a surprise. theyre parents now!

inexplainable mixed feelings.

so much felt. so little to say.

maybe the meaning holds too strongly.

we make mistakes.

and miracle/magic happens.

everythings possible after all.

locate direction

its so hard to be right

almost

havent seen rainbow for a long long time
not that it hasnt been raining
but raindow hasnt been showing
or is it not to me?

i smiled. did you.

not learning at all

how long do u take to realize
how long do u take to respond
and how long do u take to accept
is late really better than never
or its plain too late

no matter how loud inside me is screaming
ive got to do whats needed
faking like i know a lot
faking like im freaking concern
faking like i dont matter

take the responsibility away from me
as i seek my own
as i try to handle those at hands
as i strive to be who i wana be
by 21

dont assume
dont think
dont lie

im trying to pretend. to act. to lie.
my cutie pies..

never say

gone for the good. to see no evil.

but its only temporary.

no excuses. no reasons. no more to tell.

afraid still. for whats underneath. yet to be discovered.

no anticipation. no imagination. no fascination.

just degradation.

i smiled because of you

frosty

so even if it was just a shake, its still a touch.
one that makes your heart skipped a beat.
one that freezes you and everyone around.
silly it sounds
yet everything is so biologically physiologically surrealistic.

if replacement really makes one feels better,
it also does make another feels worse.
if being forgetful is minor,
how about being forgetfully ungrateful?

if magic really exists, i will make one for you.
its all about you being happy that matters.