SJAB GamEs DaY !!~

I AM SAD!!! i cant go to Orchid Park Sec Sch tml!!! becOz of the stupid common tests!!!!.. argGgGG!!! i waited 7mths for this day to come.. n yet i cant go!!!! actuali i intend to skip the tests.. but.. if i skipped.. i need to re-take the test nxt week on weekdays somemore.. that means i hav to stay back not only till 4.30pm.. but 6.30pm!!! and its for 2days.. haiz.. come to think of it.. i decide to take the test then.. but.. haiz..
Why is this yr's SJAB games day in the morning.. last yr it was at East View Sec n its in the afternoon.. haiz... i really want to gooooOOoo... yes, i admit mainly is to see Chong Boon.. but.. i also wana meet up with some of the last yr JNCO trainers.. lk weicong.. sijie.. etc.. n also wants to visit OPSS.. eversince last yr december, which is the JNCO camp.. i looked forward for this games day.. coz i know it will be at OP.. but den.. now the day is approaching.. i cant go!!! Haiz.. i know if i nve go.. i'll definitely regret it.. but.. my tests end at 12.. and the games day end at 12 too!! how to make it?? my dad actuali wana send me thr.. so nice.. but.. the problem is.. im afraid if i reach thr.. no1 is thr anymore.. or maybe juz some ppl left clearing up.. haiz.. and guess wads the worse!!.. Chong Boon comfirm will go tml!!!!!!! i hav nve seen him for 7mths.....~~~~ oh frenz, u all muz b wondering why i fancy abt philip n den now thr is chong boon (the pic of him n me at a bbq, the pic is on my blog) rite.. hha.. well, both r my sjab officers.. n are my target of man.. heez! that's why.. I WANT TO GO TML!!! well..
im sure i cant go tml.. i juz hav to ask my cadets to send my blessings to him.. n of coz.. his birthday coming.. haha.. im going to msg him on that day.. hmm.. or do u think a call will be better? heez..
Haiz.. there goes my dream.. stupid test.. i will definitely do horribly for the eng n amaths test tml! i hate it.. i wana go!