wads done are done

only when i managed to see wad the hell has happened, i realised im stuck in the middle.
and it just happened that im the main concerned and the victim.
ive forgiven you guys. for the backstab and the forceful whack on my back. i thought, perhaps at that moment u're just out of your mind. or maybe u've been instigated by someone something somewhere somehow.
perhaps what ive contributed and done so far were blind to you guys. but i know. my cadets appreciated and understand my effort in every training ive prepared for them. and i know they do benefit.
sounds like im convincing or comforting myself huh? haha. yes i am. i thought ive let it go already. but just when people starts asking. people starts boasting. people starts talking.. it just all came back to me.
how am i suppose to answer them when they ask why not going? its just weird. to give the truth? wads the truth anyway?
its not about attending or not. its not face that matters. it the fact that youre not given any reason for being rejected. you know? even if a guy wants a break. he reasoned it with faded love.

of course im upset and absolutely mad.
however. life still goes on huh?
so i decided to forgive.

i cant wait for tpsjab 20th anniversary celeb!!!
i cant wait to meet hua wei tong!! philip!! huiying!! ben!! szeling!! yangzhen!! pialeong!! chuiyee!! wahwei!! and many more!! oh good. its gona be a gathering.. =)
wait for yr invitation!
and even if exceeded the no. stated, just come down k!
have funn!!