sheares hall

a one week orientation camp has just come to an end. or should i say, its only the beginning of my new life in university.
honestly, i cant believe that i can endure through this camp! the duration, and the fact that ive no one that i know in the camp makes me feel pretty much like a "shit".
of course, there are plenty of moments where i was cursing and swearing at myself. those times where i felt tortured. felt cheated. felt stupid. nevertheless, flashbacks on previous camps that ive attended made me felt even worse at that instant. well, i simply hate to orientate. especially as a freshman.
on the other hand, i am really fortunate to be blessed with a few friendly affable jovial hostel mates and faculty mates. they have inevitably become my pillar of support. encouraging me to persevere. i wont deny that there were times where my face was as 'black' as bao qing tian. i tried to lie to my subconsciousness that i can relax and enjoy the camp. however, it all just didnt work at that times. piqued. i almost walked out.
first day of hall life was bad. inability to adapt to the room. but, the following day was good. and now im used to it. of course, i havent forget what happened last week.
came nus with ben and angela. i had a good laugh finally, after so long. thanks for taking the wrong route. thanks for cleaning my room and carrying out bunk inspection. thanks for the subway lunch. thanks for all the jokes, and the accompany. im sure gona miss it somehow.
just did quite a lot for rag and flag. hopefully we'll win the war this time! finished with bidding of modules for sem1. yeah! off to my bunk bed. ha.