last match

ahhh.. its over. i mean my badminton matches.
i really want to appologize.. esp to these people..
to my partner: u're really great! always remind me to focus and taught me tactics too. having u as my partner seriously make me feel so secure. for the fact tt u're really a gd player. im sorry to make our matches end here.
to my trainer: u taught me a lot of strokes and always thr to make me trainnn.. runnnnn.. stretchhhh.. no doubt a wonderful trainer! i feel so upset becoz i think that i've let u down. im sorry.
to my helix captain: u're the first to make me engross in badminton and always want to make me do footwork to improve. u're skills always impress me. i joined the team is also becoz of ur enthusiasm in making the team possible. im sorry to put a stop.
to the racquet owner: thanks a lot for lending me all ur fantastic racquets for training and for the matches. i've developed a feeling for them. haha. sick. but i really do enjoy gripping the racquet. haha! without them, i wouldnt hav gone this far too. im sorry.
to my other shifus and supporters: u all simply rocks man!
nothing can express my feelings now. feel so guilty and disappointed.. in my first badminton comp. i know u guys will b thr n will encourage me.. thanks.. but im jus sorry. too many things happening to me these days tt perhaps stolen my 'principle focus'. my heart, st john and my 2 dearest friends..
on top of all these.. i totally agree with cherr. our class is much more bonded now! esp the badminton grp & its supporters! its really great to have such a team of friends. yeah!
regards,
with lots of thanks and appologies..
Lingx