Sunday, December 27, 2009

imbalance

sometimes yes
sometimes no
hopefully one will outweigh the other soon

Thursday, December 24, 2009

a terrible eve

the kids are innocent
so are their parents
nobody can choose where and when to be borned
i only wish i can help all instead of just one
why deny their chance of having a better life?

they just dont understand
so now i know where
my traditional thinking mentality comes from
that sucks

Friday, December 18, 2009

first

theres no right or wrong they say
yet wads right when it felt a little wrong
a great deal indeed

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

hmm

light soft n wet
continue saying
since
tangled yet loving it



happy birthday to dearest girls and my boy hamhams
miss!

Monday, December 14, 2009

Saturday, December 12, 2009

middleman

so it has both and everything but still
it seems like there is something more and better out there
even the family and the bone make up a huge part
then sometimes its so surreal
that i force it to feel falsified

Monday, December 07, 2009

Thursday, December 03, 2009

love and hate

amazingly still surviving
seeing the light in the chosen path
have always knew everything is meant to be
for you have to realise your way of life
even when it crosses others
or left them
its all so disimilar now yet
loving economics like never before
breathe the air of disappointment
rather than meet the face in disguise
still
its time to drink to fly


i hate u!
freaking piece of shit.
your name sucks as much as your personality!
are u sure youre a man?
i see u worse than an ant!
with that comment of yours
i want you out! low EQ!
someone can actually piss me off
fucking irritated.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...