Monday, December 20, 2004

Peicai Camp

HellOx pEoPle!
Went to Peicai Secondary School yesterday at about 3.30pm. Well, I stayed there for one night just to complete the 50 assessment forms with Ben. Peicai, Presbyterian High and Orchid Park are having their Junior N.C.O.s Training Camp together. Last year, Tampines had the camp together with them too. I was in the committee and got to know many people. In this year's camp, Ben is the Discipline Officer, Stanley and Kai Liang are the enciks.
I was damn happy and excited when I reached the school. Wasn't because of Chong Boon, Haha! It was because I missed the people there!!! Exp, Chi Ying, Sharon, Da Ting, Xiao Ting, Wen Mei, Hui Ying, Yanni, Chui Yee, Stanley, Ben, Sijie, Lionel and many more. Haha. They are really fun people to be with.
Anyway, I headed to the Operational Room immediately. Heez. And saw Ben, Wen Mei, Sijie! So happy to see them!
Talked loads of craps and then time passed by slowly. I really felt the warm and happiness they gave me. They are so sweet.
Unfortunately, Ben gave me a damn black face for the night. (It wasn't my fault) Then, many people came and told me that I won't be doing the forms tonight with Ben. Well, he wasn't in his normal mode. So, I wasn't feeling alright then. I was once again, serious.
Late in the night, they had their evaluation. It ended at 1am. Ben came to look for me to do the forms. Well, how to do it ? I rather I do them myself. Seeing his damn face and I couldnt do anything to help, I didnt feel good. In the end, we came down with a solution.
I stayed up in the Ops Room till 3am to complete more than 20 forms. Slept a little. Woke up again at 3.30am and chatted with ChiYing. Slept again at 4am. Woke up at 5am. Talked a while to Stanley. Well, he and Kai Liang are wonderful enciks.
Alright, I skipped the morning parade to do the forms again. Breakfast time, I spreaded peanut butter bread for Ben, Lionel and Kayee. Haha, they are busy people today. I didnt had any - I hate bread with milo. Chatted with Sharon and Shannel in the cookhouse. Then, went back Ops Room to complete the forms leaving only Ben's signatures. See, I'm such a nice AGA. I arranged the forms nicely and all he needs to do was to sign. However, I dont feel appreciated. Nevermind, finished my stuffs and saw their Endurance Training. After that, Dad came and I ran off without really saying thanks to the people. I felt bad of course. Hope that they know I'm really grateful.
Thanks a lot. I really love their St John spirit!

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...