corps oic dream!

hey hey. im back! thanks you guys for encouraging and supporting me while i battled to stand firmly on my sj ground! haha. and if you havent been showing yr concern for me, the tagboard is on the left! haha! =P
yea. i've decided to stay on despite the unhappiness and bitterness that i've tasted this past yrs in sj. (of course, there were sweet and tender loving care as well) its because, i realised i havent achieve what i've been yearning for since sec3! that is to be the corps oic!! no doubt its not going to be easy nor smoothly to reach there and do yr corps proud, but im determined to have a feel of it!
haha hilarious it may seems. an officer had told me that "the moment u get that post, u would wish that u could pass it to someone else." well, its true. afterall, when i reach there, will i be 25yrs old? haha! having other commitments definitely.
its jus my dream. and in order to do well and much much better than past yrs, i need the assistance and guidance from other corps officers as well as support and help from my standardmates and juniors!
haha. maybe im making this sentence too early. since i still have 3 seniors above me right now. i hope i can boost my morale again and motivate myself! im not creating insubordination by thinking big. =)
at least this way, i can comfirmed that im going to sign on! yes!

ok. for now, im gona listen to szeling and concentrate on my As next yr!! that is my upmost priority now. of coz, as much as i need yr help hweechin, i'll assist u as much as i can to make the BIG event successful!! and sniff sniff, yea man! i need more love! hahaa! need to cultivate more!! hahaa!! dun disturb me when im cultivating with someone else on course day k? hahahaaa!! and for fatmah, i guess u know the answer now. cont' to love me k? and probably i may need ur help when i attained the post! haha. =)