bread-and-butter

my gang has been having intimate chats on tuesday during our 3 free periods for 2weeks!
well, i thought its really a time for the 5 (thats becoz 1 went over to her bf) of us to know each other better and of coz to share our views and thoughts!! i feel that i understand them more now than before! haha!
the topics we talk about ranges from just a classmate, to anyone on the road! haha. u know, its just girls' talk! boys.. rejections.. love.. emotions.. family.. relationships..
well, seriously, sometimes i just dont feel comfortable giving my thoughts to others. perhaps i feel that 'chey, its nothing sensible to discuss.' or rather, i dont want to share my feelings. haha! i've problem opening up too! of coz, as the subject gets hot, i just lose it out! haha. oh! we had the session in the library! so u can imagine, we were trying hard to be soft. but often, we just couldnt control! hahaa! it was funny! overly-suspicious and highly discretive!
oh wana thank people for ur concerns. like i mentioned above, somehow i may feel awkward to voice out my emotions to you guys. but im definitely feeling better now. blog has been a way for me to vent my anger and voice my sorrows. and of coz. luckily i still hav angela n joanna (not hweechin bcoz she's wking) for me to pour out my miseries. i duno when will i be in depression again, so someday u'll definitely be a gd help to me! hee! so thank you all!
enough of that. tomorrow morning im meeting the so-called terminator, the fiercest ang-moh tutor in my sch! why? yea who else but my not-really-grateful class! the prom night money collection was a chaos. the tutor is firing at any chairperson that enter his office (practically we're digging our own graves!)! he never gives u a chance to speak my dear. i had many encounters with him on the previous money collection. and now! my goodness! another to go! and worse still, he demands to see me. for the fact that i passed the collection thingie to my assistant. oh man. this is crapz. he's supposed to help me but instead im giving myself more problem! not trying to blame anyone of course. but im so sure that tutor will not let me off easily. i'll have to stuff cotton buds in my ears before entering his office man! and yea. mentally prepared. perhaps, i should just smile and nod and smile. (pls dont flare!) haha.
(though very few clssmates read my blog but still) class, do you know how much i've done for you? and all that were not becoz i'll benefit in anyway. its just becoz its my duty. and all that i ask from u is some appreciation and cooperation. am i very demanding?

think about it.