Wednesday, October 27, 2004

stomach ache

Okay, I'm having sleepless nights and gastric aches this few days. What the hell went wrong? Well, I guess I'm stressed, that's why I couldn't sleep well. What about the butterflies in my stomach? Duhz.. Did it went in through my mouth when I was sleeping? Ha Ha. Alright, maybe I really should go for a check-up. I suspect I'm suffering from maybe stomach cancer, gastric ulcers or stomach infection? I get diahhoea very often and gastric pains. Its not as if I eating too much, not eating or eating unhygienic food. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night, and my stomach ached! Oh shit right! I hate to go toilet at night. Cockroaches & lizards come out at that time! So i endured and endured. In the end, zZZzZ! heez. Woke up this morning, shit a little. Still pain! Went toilet again, and shit a little again! haha! (sorry if you're eating while reading) What seh, painful and can't shit properly! And yesterday came home after Physics practical. I'm deadbeat. However, i forced myself to stay awake. Because I don't want to sleep in the afternoon and can't sleep at night! 0_O Staying awake. I was really sleepy at 6pm but i strived! haha. After studying and watching pi li huo, at around 12pm, I went to sleep. zzZzZ Cannot make it! I couldn't sleep! WHY!! I was supposed to be extremely exhausted, but I just couldn't fall asleep. I flipped and flopped till 1am++ then I became unconscious. heez. So sickening, I want to sleep and shit properly!!! arhhhH! Ha Ha! Alright, got to go buck up my Biology. Heez. =P Cya!

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...