complements of the season! xmas eve & xmas

first of all, COMPLEMENTS OF THE SEASON to all!! had a merry merry christmas? its ok. u still have 12 more days! haha.
ok. shall not dwell on the 24th corps evaluation. a short summary/commentary of it:
it didnt turn out well. worse than what i've thought. i've seen the ugliest side of human - selfishness. i know the true side of all present. i was honest to all.
"commitment and passion. how do u weigh? and which is more important?" is the question that nobody can answer me. a passionate one cannot commit needs to leave?
requirements for an nco is needed. how about a volunteer?
trust. love. relationship. communication. are what that is all needed for our corps now. humans just detest changes. adapting may be tough. but its neccessary.
i just hate to see people leave and go. making decisions without informing the rest or even dropping hints. i must've been silly to trust u guys. made a fool out of myself.
ok. enough of it. though angela hweechin came over to my hse for count down, i didnt have a enjoyable xmas eve.

xmas day.
collected log cake and went over to xiao yi's place. invited angela hweechin along. had a sumptuous brunch! xmas tree was sparkling. loaded with presents below. chocolates filled the tea table. ate to my fill. drank little gin without jianhong and shengjie.
later, rushed to get presents for yi pin with charis and jasper. tampines was very crowed. discounts at all shops. wrapping services everywhere. took a crazy taxi down to serangoon chomp chomp. car sick and felt terrible.
saw yi pin approaching and she looks the same! i didnt send her off the other time so was really happy to see her again!! reached her place and haha vomited twice there! what a waste for all the delicious food that i ate at xiao yi's hse. haii.
still feel bad so left with junlong and ziyang after probably an hr there. vomited again on cab. luckily i had 2 plastic bags with me then. the taxi driver was funny! he asked "oh no! u drank? or took drugs?!" hahahaa!! i managed to giggle somehow and answered "no larh!! giddy! car sick!" $10 back to my house!! phew. so relieve to see my mum. then vomited again! haha..
so that's all for my xmas. bad eve and vomit 4times on xmas!! highest record though. thanks for the invitation and family and friends for your concern! im well now! ready for another ride! haha!

on the tag board:
for sniff & CHEOW, no need to say thanks. its interesting reading yr blogs. and understand yr corps. i do wish to prove them wrong. but i have not decided whether or not will i stay. if i stay, i'll face the same problem again with the same person, or even another. tok more to u guys on course day! yea, rock on! haha!
for fatmah, yes i agree. i used to think i love sj so much that i wont leave. but nw, i found out that im wrong. its my sec1s and 4s thats pulling me back. perhaps like wad i've said. i may nt stay any longer. thanks pal!
for yi pin, yea yea!! i love chilly crab man!! dip it with bread!! oOoOoo.. haha!!
for cherr, thanks man! im much much better now. eh? jan 11? wad time? celeb new yr??

and to all, best wishes!! =)