Monday, July 05, 2004

YoUtH DaY~

Hey, today is youth day, dont hav to go sch.. yeah~ the day started off quite happy.. i wake up to see the newspaper for the match yesterday.. but dont havE!! haha coz the match in the morning mahx.. of coz dont hav.. duhz! hmm.. den i check hp n received a msg from 'him'!!! asking if wana go beach to play.. oh my god!!! haha.. do u think i will go??!! haha.. no lahx! juz gav an xcuse n tts it! haha.. =x hmm.. den went to the coffeeshop behind my hse for breakfast/lunch with mammy.. ate the porriadge n some dishes.. it was very nice!! esp. the LaLa.. somesort like clams.. YUMMY!! =P
Then reached home.. scolded a lot of things about my 'ah ma'.. stupid ah her.. bloody hell.. eversince i'm borned, did she carry me b4?!!! did she buy any toys for me b4?!! n yet i still hav to call such a person my 'ah ma'!!! i hav been so stupid for ard 16yrs of my life.. i hate her!! i dont understd why muz she re-marry when my 'ah gong' died.. duhz! n neglected my dad!!! if not for my 'jek gong' n 'gor poh', my dad wouldnt be wad he is now! so is thnks to them n not my 'ah ma' whom is my dad's mom!! i curse her n want her to treat me eat 'ka li kuey'(curry chicken).. haha! u noe why.. coz it actuali means dead.. mark taught us wan.. haha! funny ah.. now muz use..
Well, after that went to TM meet dua kim, xi kim, sa kim, jiafen, xiong jie n longlong.. the 'kids' went to arcade n played lotz of games.. FUN FUN!! we played the pluck game, spot the diff. etc.. n longlong xpert seh.. beat a lot of ppl in the street fighter game.. haha! cooL~
After that my mammy wana rush home to watch the 430pm show 'si jian lu'... n i buay tahan her manx.. rush like hell lohx.. went into the line for 293 den say wad 'iya 29 faster seh'.. can u imagine?!!! so rush 4 wad... take taxi hm den lahx.. duhz!!! den she said why i get so angry so easily.. den i dont talk to her le!.. n guess wad.. from 430 till now.. i hav not spoken to her AT ALL!! wahhaaa!! great eh? .. dont care.. i angry.. didnt eat the food she cooked t00.. juz ate the 'dao sha pia' bought by dua kim.. it was very nice~~ yummy~ n ate a donut.. n im still angry!!!
Sianx.. i feel xtremely stress now.. muz b due to studies of coz.. but i cant run away from it.. i believe.. i muz face it.. n conquer them! I CAN DO IT MANX~ =-)
i guess i cant online so often le.. mayb twice a week or so.. aniway, my blog is so nicely decorated, im contented! haha.. =x Days better pass easily..

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