hapless victim

sighh..
my happiness lasted for just a year.
having my sista case partially closed. now immersed another huge problem.
school load is large enough to suffocate me and now i've to handle another pressure from family!!
my granduncle is staying with us now. and of course, (not that i dont want to take care of him) im having difficulties coping!!
its definitely a little weird to have another person living with you.. that does not only affect my studying, im mentally challenged too!! i've so much to ponder!! his accommodation, medical bills, ambulance bills, health conditions, diet and even bowel!! of course, i once quarrelled with my dad abt all these and i ended everything by saying "fine! i shall not bother about it anymore! and dont u come and ask me anything!" and guess wad now!! it just cant get off my mind as easily as i've said it!! (how can it be anyway?!) worse still, it concerned me pretty much becoz the dearestest me got to give up my precious, just-gotten, peaceful, own bedroom.. haii.. well, obviously i cant just let him sleep in the living rm can i? (im not that heartless!) in fact, i gave up my room willingly.. i've suggested it anyway.
yea and so, i've got to squeeze my mattress into my parents rm and sharel the rm with them.. its not as easy as u thought! ive got "musics" from snoring, biting teeths, aircondition engine, waterdripping in da toilet.. =) many asked why im not sleeping with my sis!?! that's out of da question!! it would be a nightmare again! and everythgs back to square one!
i feel that im also the only one (perhaps and my dad) entertaining him. why cant they talk? or be normal? im so affected! i've become the translator. or the missy you call it! (i may not be able to control my temper vsoon)
not only have i 'lost' my bedroom which i owned it for only a year.. (a short tranquil period) i've been downgraded to sleeping with my parents! haiii..
im just so bothered by it! im stress! in pain! in dillemma! confused! and terribly miserable! my school is giving me double stress. having to pay $80 for prom and another $30 for panorama concert! haiiii... my classmates think that i must have started revising for common tests, and like always, must've done my homework, but im not doing all that! im totally lost. i cant focus. i nve find time to do hmwk. i cant concentrate on them.. im not as diligent as before!! and i hate it!!
im not trying to be rude. i just hope my granduncle can be in pink of health again. or at least, be like before.
nobody is helping me. the class, cca, schoolwk, home.. everythings driving me nutz..

its the wrong time.
sigh.