the prawn-egg relation

this is kind of bothering me. i still feel the pinch even today when i recalled once in awhile.
im a traditional, very family oriented person. yet i hold strong grudges against my paternal relatives, who definitely no longer fit to be considered my family.
and this is absolutely an upsetting event. i could have never thought anyone could react that way, besides in drama shows. whatever criticisms i have for them, they still hold. until they prove me wrong, which im sure that day will not come. what could have possibly wake u guys up? not even when death comes along.
on the other hand, my maternal families are superb! i kinda miss all of them, since our last gathering just a month ago. hahaa. we're so close that we meet up very often. the cosyness, the love, fun, food, thoughts, whatever we share are just insatiable for this greedy traditional family-centred me. hahaa.
honestly, im willing to die for them even! so lovely selfless people they are. im sure my late grandparents feel(ing) proud. =)