love is by choice, not by chance

when it comes to love,
i'm known to be positive.
i'm known to be strong.
i'm known to be talkative.

i really hope i have and did positively influence my friends.
love is just too magical to ignore.
i believe, and still believing, love is the closest thing to perfection.
i want my friends to have hope, faith and believe that one day, they can be the princess of their own fairytale too.
i can't explain why i have so much feelings for love. it's just a beautiful, loving and pure thought of falling in love. sometimes i feel like I'm a love angel :)

it is simply wonderful and magical it is for two strangers to come together, know each other, have mutual feelings, and CHOOSE to live their everyday with each other!
you chance upon a person. and you choose to love him.
love is a choice, not a chance.

isn't that beautiful enough?

i may not have much magical moments that sweep me off my feet,
plus im also a human and an emotional one,
i constantly remind myself to be positive, strong and speak about it.
if this doesn't work then another will.
someday, my mr right and i, will make the same choice.
and thats when i validate my belief.

a lot to go through in mind and spirit.
being a part of close family and friend's marriages does mess up my mind.
but, I'm ready.
ready to receive the challenge thats coming for me.
what could have been worst than missing you daily?

i choose to take it all as a lesson, an experience.
i dont blame you because i love you.
i miss you, i really do.

i hate myself, for still wanting to bless you in anyways i can.
standing at a distance, seeing you at a corner, i wish you all the best.

i miss you.