mind over body but mind is all about u

at least there's one thing to let me smile about
employed =)
getting present for my darling in one mths time!
and by then, 3mths left to go.
hopefully with the work, i will have lesser time to feel depress.
i guess this is the hardest moments i ever have.
maybe thats why people say its magical.

crawling like a toddler

okies sad. if u can see through me.
im trying really hard to fight back the emotions and thoughts.
trying to keep myself occupied as well.
but everytime im left myself to either go for interviews, or simply lying silently on bed at night, i cant help but to recollect.
well, honestly didnt expect to be affected this bad, but i guess it just re-affirmed my feelings and love.
i hope time flies. only after these, i can sense that they really fly.