anger is contagious. i cant help it!

black face. bao qing tian.
wtf!
how da hell can one hav a green face, blue face purple face or face of an angel when they're in fits of anger?!
its just freaking irritating to smile or even look good! when u're angry! wtf u expect!!
as much as i wana post how happy i was during prom and especially da post-prom kbox session, im jus too mad to do so!
why are people so freaking INSENSIBLE!, APATHETIC!, IMPENITENT!! fucking hell! reason is so obviously but is still grambling!! yar right! useless!!
people, its just so against my integrity, against my principle, downgrading my dignity!!
my m is so bloody thickskin! so many cousins of mine hav been putting her as their best gugu and see wad da hell she has done!?!
damn it! im so ashamed!
when my frens say hey ur m is so nice n friendly. kao!! i forced a smile on my face.
time and again i given her chance n chance. even if i forgive again this time, i'll NEVER forget!
it simply accummulate on my blacklist!
haha! perhaps one day, i'll just explode!
change her? yah! even my aunts know its impossible! i jus cant talk sense into her!
sometimes, i wonder, how da hell i got all my genes?! from who??
dont even try to understd this.