Monday, July 20, 2015

not hurting anyone

"follow your heart. 
As long as you are not hurting anyone,
do whatever it is you need to do
to be happy."

not hurting anyone is key.
i don't want my happiness to be at the expense of others.
I'm sorry.
i really am.

please release me from this guilt.
knowing that i could dream about it only makes me realise how remorseful i still am.
till today.

its been a year.
everything just seem to be going downhill.

the more i blog.
the more negativity i have.

please.
let me go.

i miss having you.

Sunday, July 05, 2015

who is real ?

we met. after so long.
and now. after all the broken heart.

i ask myself.
who can i trust?

who is genuine?

God said, i got to learn this myself.

in the hard way or either,
i need to decipher.

and I'm scared.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...