Saturday, January 08, 2005

end of orientation

*Phew* gotten in the same class as Huiling, S07.
Well, signed up for Shooting, Photography and First Aid Society as my CCA.
Haha, kiasu? =P They seem interesting to me.
Skipped my OG night. I was feeling kind of bad. Afterall, I have planned games and activities before and I definitely know the feeling when you realized ur kids are not enjoying it!
I messaged the handsome OGL that I'm not going and complimented them Haha!
He replied me!!!! He said its ok and asked me to say hi to him when we meet in school.
Awwww''' so nice! Heez. I will man!!

Well, Orientation ended just like that. Happy and Sad. Haha. I'm sure going to miss my OGLs!! OGLs - Matthew, Aloysius, Ko Zaw and Hong Peng. They are damn funny people!! They are so motivating and encouraging, and that's why they are leaders! If only I'm JC2 people, I will be damn happy. Well, as some of you know, I couldnt find any cliques!! or any companion!! I was so alone. That's why I wasn't normal! Haha, as in not in my usual self. And hence, there goes my god-damn black face! Haha! Really sorry for those who saw it. Heez. I didnt mean it. I'm a fun person too! Haha. I was pretty observant throughtout the orientation. I was trying to 'absorb' as much new games,cheers and ideas from it and bring them back to St John! Hahaz.
Went back to TPSS again for some st john stuffs. Its great!! Had dinner with Angela, HweeChin and Joanna at Cafe Cartel! CooL~ Really fun singing cheers all the way with Angela! Haha! We're mad!~
Oh, today, its really sad too. Ben da man going for chalet tomorrow!!
Couldnt share anymore problems with him!
I'm going to lose one listener, encourager, companion, joker, motivator, counsellor, and a great friend!
Anyway, bad things wouldnt last too right? =) All the best! Take care!
I'm gona miss them for sure! ;)



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