Sunday, March 19, 2006

gamblers!

ohh.. so drained! have been studying/completing hmwk these days.. and my daily routine is just sleep, study, eat, watch television, study, sleep, eat, watch television.. oh my!! wad an unhealthy lifestyle!! its so tiring. brain exhausting. mind depleting. wadeva u name it..
tml is zone 8 first aid cum home nursing competition! going to cchsm. (finally out of house). will tpss win something this year? hmm.. well, hoping for one. but its all up to the competitors tml! goodluck to them. just do yr best and have lots of fun! oh.. i get to see pl too!! hee!!!
wad to blog about? hmm. my family is having some financial difficulties. shittiest thing that can happen to me. well, it does. i've one great grand uncle to take care of (erm, my dad taking care of him). and his expenses that cover 3meals, medical fees every mth, cigarettes, toto, 4Ds, horse betting add up to $800/mth! that is a lot! especially for the fact that my dad earns $1500/mth only? terrible right.. wad makes me mad is not the over all sum.. its the fact that he's spending excessively on meaningless yet harmful stuffs like gambling and smoking!! oh my.. i hate it seriously!! i cant stand heavy smokers and extreme gamblers! only such "intelligent" and "clever" people do that to shorten their life and extend their miseries! Is increasing of 4D prize a blessing or otherwise? oh my. i guess many out there has convinced themselves to think it is! so.. this problem led me to think.. is elderlys an asset or a liability? (its all depending on ur finance i guess) see.. so how to stop? persuade him is useless. persuade my dad might help. but he's complaining to me that if he doesnt gamble, then he'll lose that little chance of winning thousands over dollars. wad an excuse!! but that does shut me off. lost for words. my my.. if u win once, u'll hope to win twice.. then trice.. then every week.. everyday.. everytime.. but common sense is that that wont happen!! well.. common sense isnt that common after all.. so i was thinking how to solve the problem.. and my dad suggest that we'll sell my uncles' house.. so that we can at least sustain him for another (hopefully) 5yrs or more. and get him a rented room..
the best solution for now i guess..
unless.. we strike toto/4D today!
haha.. not again.. =P

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