horrible chem lab

Oh my God, If everyone are the same as me, judge a person by the first impression, That's It for me! Haha!
I'll not be able to make any true friends! I look damn stuck-up now. Haa.
How I wish I could turn back the time and be the same ugly looking, fat big girl.
Probably, you guys don't know me well. I looked like a god-damn idiotic pig during Sec1.
Haha. Ask around and you'll know more! =)
Atleast last time was innocent. Not like now! Hee.
Went for Chemistry Lab and saw the apparatus.
"Oh My God!!" My heart screamed.
Can you imagine what I saw?
The apparatus are dirty, dusty and untidy!!
The retord stand, distilled water, burette simply faint me!
How lucky I was to be in TPSS and I'm so ashamed thinking back that I was actually pissed off with the small distilled water bottle then. Haha! It's no longer small now!!
Remember the clamp for us to clamp the burette and pipette? Oh my, we used retord stand to clamp the burette instead. Not forgetting that the stand is extremely yucky!
I missed the lab tech too! Haha. To distribute the chemicals to us.. =)
Am I comparing things in TPSS to TPJC too much?
I must have.
Titration, solving quadratic eqns, simultaneous eqns, make weekly newspaper articles AGAIN!
This is shit. I'm sick of it.
Anyway, to summarise today, I'm on the verge of death. Haa.
Horribly shocked by TPJC once again.
A lesson more I attended, A lesser sense of belonging I have for TPJC.
I just wish to go Poly more & more.. I wish.. Should I?
I'm sick.
I need guidance once again.
Thanks.
=)