Monday, January 10, 2005

snco appraisal

Today had Senior N.C.O.s Training Camp 2004 Appraisal at St John HQ. Well, was late. Ran from Lavender MRT to HQ.
Haha, was really happy whenever I'm having St John. So great to be back! =)
As an Assistant Group Advisor of my team, I speaked to every trainee from my team. Let them know their strength and weaknesses and Get feedbacks from them. Ben wasn't around, so I had ChuiYee with me.
Had a great talk with Wenmei on the train. Well, I'm still confused with what I actually want and how to get it. I do wish to go to Poly. However, there's still something holding me on to TPJC. What's that?
Reached home at around 730pm. Called every kids to let them know if they passed or failed the camp. Haha! This is tough job. Heez. Their Passing Out Parade will held on Next Sat (15/01) at HQ. Only then, my job is done. No more snco stuffs coming up. So sad~
I'll get myself involved again for this year's camp. =)
Schooling again tomorrow.
Will I make friends?
Will I enjoy myself?
Will I be able to cope? Will I..
I'll try.
I need Luck.


what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...