Wednesday, October 12, 2005

bad feeling.

oh no.
today went hougang in the afternoon. shopped ard w mum. bought new sandles. went 401. sitted at the park waiting for my great grand uncle to come home. waited for 1hr+. placed a note at his door. he called 20mins later. we were at the interchange. on da way back, bus sick.
met up w angela and hweechin. felt really glab tt we meet again. esp w angela. miss her so much. hahaa. but.. i just couldnt cheer myself up.
im paranoid. im so so anxious to get back promo results. but at the same time, im so so nervous. its all ziyang's fault!!! coz he msged me on friday! saying he met ms leo. and she said many ppl misread bio essay Q8. there's extremes in our class. oh no.
i dont know why. i just feel so uneasy after that. tt msg remain in my mind for days my goodness!! and i just dont know how to truly enjoy my break!!! ziyang!!!!!!
man man.. tml having bio tutorial in the morning. how to concentrate when we getting back maths and chem in the afternoon? haiii..
i feel so much worse than before exam.
wad if i.. oh no.. i'll stay cool.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...