Monday, January 02, 2006

good yr!!

oh. im engrossed with the show "prince who turns into frog" again! haha.
my sis FINALLY borrowed the vcd from her friend. oh man! im mesmerised by shan jun hao (mingdao)!! so charming!! undescribable.. hee. how i wish i hav this fairytale too.. i know it doesnt exist, but i still wish..

ok. went for tpss learning camp on 29th n 30th. went in as observer since we got no post due to academic reasons. but i ended up conducting lecture and footdrill sessions! well, i accepted the role of course. and luckily for that footdrill session, i managed to really DRILL the std1s up! haha. no no, std2 alredi! HAPPY NEW YR! =)
joanna, fatmah, vanessa, angela also came at night! really nice to meet up with all of them. though grace couldnt make it. i hope none of them giving sj up..
saw pialeong!! ooO.. hahaa! mesmerised again! but managed to get myself back to reality! hehe. after a short chat then went into meeting with my beloved tic, mdm sim. she's still the same. motherly motherly type. nice person larh, but can always improve! =)

cheewah, taytong, chee wai also came!! i felt so 'home' chatting with them! i missed that feeling..
we recalled loads of things that we had done when we were a cadet.. haha. eg. my whole std (except 1) left the sch before last parade becoz we were all mad with that 'sudden' wahweitong's scoldings! haha. std3 then. achievement seh!! hee.
fatimah, cherie and vanessa also came to see leslie's success! haha. miss them too!! i suddenly thought i was back to sec2 again when fatimah leslie were our instructors and wahweitong screwing us all da time! haha. sweet memories..
our conversation lasted till 2+am! then they went off. sweet things nve last? haha maybe.
i got into the study mood and studied bio at 230am in the canteen! haha. ended @ 4am but surprisingly wasnt sleepy! so went to disturb those sentry guards! hahaa. its corridor programme ok! =P
stayed up till 5am for firedrill. then 530am hweechin book out. once again, im alone.. but don worry. cheerful leeing nt lonely bcoz of my std4s (should be called sch leavers now)!! haha. sweet sweet. napped but couldnt sleep well.. i felt really really really.. insecure @ that time..
gregarious leeling nve want to be alone for long. haha. went to look for some souls to start my corridor programme again!! =P
had fun larh. seriously. and if i say i nve gain anything, that's fake!! i guess, everything's an experience. whether its gd or bad. i should just accept and love it! =)
book out @ 1130pm cause i'm having a xmas dinner tt night (remmber, till then i haven slp). so, rightfully, i've done my best to stay in the camp as long as possible, to provide my delicate service to meet their upmost needs. hahaha.
had dinner w my whole family(maternal) yesterdae!! all cousins sat @ a table. but obviously, one is being left out. had a wonderful time with them!! didnt get to meet up this yr end as some families went holidaying. but nevertheless, we gathered in the end! hee! joked and laughed till my muscles aching man! then went for movie @ 1115pm with them! its 'a chinese tall story' which they do direct translate to 'yi ge hua yu gao gao de gu shi'!! hahaa!!
shall not elaborate the details of the movie here. but i was feeling really fortunate then. to have such wonderful fantastic family! we had fun.. like there's no tomorrow. i hope u guys hav the same with ur family! =)

on my taggy,
fatmah: haha. i make sure i'll make good use of u! hehe. love u!!
jianwen: heyhey!! si jianwen? or chen? haha! happy 2006 too!! do patronise my blog often! =P
cherr: i know how u feel. but don worry. we'll meet up. don 4get our badminton training!
ziyang, kenz, sniff: hahaa! thank u guys!! happy happy new yr too!! a better yr ahead for all of us!! thx kenz. im too passionate. hahaa!! =P

good luck to freshmen that are turnin up to ur new sch tomorrow!!
i still remmber this strong meaning sentence that was given to me a yr ago,
'embrace the inevitables'
yes. so do u.
god bless. =)

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