too responsible.

hey chuiyee! if u're reading my blog. haha. thanks for the photo! i had it!
thanks a lot! its beautifully taken, thats for sure! hehe.
still look good though it appeared a little small in it! =) THANKEW!
oh, nice envelope! looks new! haha.

i tried to convince myself that studying can be fun. making friends is a challenge. learning and solving problems are just part and parcel of wad a student does. but somehow, its not so easy. especially when im in this state- 8mths away from a levels!! gosh. 3 huge subjects to clear with fantastic grades and 1 largely important language to pass. grumbling doesnt bring me any closer to my success. yes. i better get back to form.

well. have been away from st john routine quite some time. in fact, i feel pretty useless now. as in unable to accomplish things that satisfy me. since most of wad i want to achieve, can only be achieved in st john. standing infront to lead is never easy. but im so ready to do it. however, back to class. haii. seriously, i hav been telling my best pals that i feel so MAN. im like a man in the class. the one to lead. to head. to push. to speak. why couldnt some guys impressed me with their leadership skills? not that im condemning them. im just so disappointed in them. wishy washy. irresponsible. muddleheaded. can't-be-bothered attitude.. honestly, i cant trust u. as the class rep, i've failed.
im just too responsible.