Friday, August 06, 2004

Meeting Mr Bernard Chew.

okiex people.. the more they ask me.. the more they investigate about this matter.. im getting more and more pissed off! Today.. Jianli looked for me in canteen at ard 2pm.. guess wad! it is definitely something bad right!!!! duhz.. Mr Bernard Chew (discipline master) wants to see me.. see!! i knew it!!! So i went to the HOD room.. n looked for him. wahh.. he was sitting at the rear right area.. wahh.. his table is in a total mess! haha.. reali!! =x it is full of piles of worksheets!!! he asked me to sit down.. n i sat down.. n oh gosh.. the air-con is blowing DIRECTLY at my face.. wah piang seh.. COLD!!!! haha..
He asked me what happened.. n i told him. He laughed n said he believe me becoz i wrote FIVE PAGES of defence statement.. haha!! i reali spent quite some time writing.. He said this is the very first time he received a yellow form with 5 pages of facts! haha.. =) i told him because i was not afraid to hide anything.. and i still believe i might missed out certain points.. he laughed.. haha.. he said becoz usuali the students will be too afraid to write wad reali happened.. so they actuali wrote very little.. to miss out all the parts which they had done wrong. But for me.. im true to myself n others.. so i wrote out all that had reali happened.
okiex.. so we went on talking n talking.. we even talked about social studies stuffs such as source-based Qns.. haha!! he said tat if im in his class.. it will definitely be a lot of laughters.. coz i lk to argue mah.. n usuali hav diff. views from ppl.. well, so our conversation actuali dragged very long.. he kept telling me about life.. that life is alwayz unfair.. im so angry that why do teachers able to gib students this yellow form to accuse them being definant n when students find teachers unreasonable, students cant do anything!!!.. n Mr Chew was kept xplaining to me that it is like that.. she is holding the posting of a teacher.. therefore she is definitely able to issue me this form. stupid right.. of coz i shot back lah.. i said if this form can hapili issued to anyone the teacher finds in wrong.. den the meaning of this form will be gone.. ehheez.. he didnt say back anything about that. =) At the beginning.. Mr Chew actuali wanted to point that im definant by asking if i were angry when im at the parade sq.. i said yes.. so if u r angry.. is there a possibility that u showed the teacher ur angriness, by ur speech or action. i said yes. then.. haah! i clever! and i added on "but Mr Chew, look infront.. the yellow form stated that im defiant in 4e1 classroom.. hence, it actuali got nothing to do with the parade sq stuffs.. i wrote it down to let u know wad reali happened." hehez!! I WON!! =) and he didnt say anything about it too.. So he said he believe me n is not going to write anything under the column 'action taken'.. =) i was extremely cold at that time.. somehow trembling loh!! not becoz im scare.. becoz of the air-con.. he knew it.. but did not adjust.. duhz!!! Mr Chew told me that the teacher will also be questioned about wad happened.. juz that we as students dont know it.. well, he told me some of the consquences i might face if im going to pursue this matter.. he asked me to think about it n let him know..
Our conversation last for 1hr 30mins!! 2pm-3.30pm.. wahh.. long right! haha.. i even told him im mature enough to think.. i spoke very loudly in the HOD rm.. wanting all the teachers to know about it.. coz im not wrong.. n i stressed on this sentence the most "SHE IS NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER!" hahaha.. shoick seh.. =) So Mr Chew left the HOD Rm with me.. he went to look for that EEEEE~ to speak to her.. den i looked for Ms Low.. to asked if she can make it for tml.. coz that EEEE~ said wana meet us tml after sch... Mr Low brought me once again to the HOD Rm n looked for Mdm Yasmin.. They spoke awhile n Ms Low told me not to worry n concentrate on my EL Oral.. and if tml's meeting is still on or postpone.. she will let me know tml.. gdgd.. n Ms Low even said many teachers are unhappy about that EEEEE~ wanting to meet all the students present at the parade sq that day.. muz be due to our studies n Olevel coming mah.. she still giv us so mani problems.. duhz!!! ahaaha.. Mdm Yasmin still scanned me.. as in her eyes looked at me from feet to head.. maybe want to see if im a 'ah lian' or wad.. and IM NOT! so she smiled at me.. ehhez =) nice ah.. of coz nice to me lah.. im RIGHT! =P
okie okie.. den i went back to class for infocus.. that was quite late le.. ard 3.45pm.. some of my classmates asked me wad happened.. thanks for their concerned.. but im too lazy to xplain every single bit.. so sorry if i sounded ofensive to u.. =) plz understd me.. im pestered by tis sickening thg.. im sick of it! n im not letting it distract me from studying! =P
Okie.. so i walked home after infocus.. well, wads in my mind it 'to pursue.. or not to pursue.. not to pursue.. or to pursue..' hmm.. i get a lot of opinions from my frenz.. thanks for that.. but in my opinion.. the final conclusion i hav when i reached my home is.. TO PURSUE! Because, if Jianli is to apologize to her for shouting.. then she should apologize to me for shouting at me TWICE when im not wrong! Furthermore, she accused me of being defiant. Therefore i want to pursue this matter.. I want her to apologize to me.. in my class! well, of coz.. i will consult Ms Low first n see how is it.. i believe they will ask me not to.. due to my Os.. but now the matter is getting bigger each day.. i shld continue to pursue since im not wrong.. n see wad consquences she's going to bear at the end.. RIGHT?! hehez.. okie, thr will definitely be more stuffs coming up.. stay tuned to my blog to find out more.. haha! =)

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