Saturday, March 12, 2005

St JOhn..

yup, friday is alwayz short. a short day in school, a fast one in st john.
well, dealing lots with the new batch of standard ones (sec1s).
i hav to take them till end of april man. due to the stupid speech day training.
can u imagine? im the standard commander my goodness! and yet im supposed to do the standard instructors job. and its like wad i did 2yrs back? and i hav to do it again. it sux.
oh man. i never like taking newbies. feel so tired man.
esp when u start seeing people with ap. sick.
its horrible reminding them abt tiny weeny little things over & over again.
though this is not the first time im taking newbies, i still .. prefer the sec2s n above.
atleast, they are more discipline and u can start being the devil. muhahaa.
for newbies, u cant straight awy giv them a hard knock on their head right. got to do the 3s method - slowly softly sweetly. simply, be nice!
argg. tried to convince myself by thinking that, what's most imprt is the foundation.
that's why im dere to giv them this foundation. im holding the most imprt role ok. haha.
yea. luckily, not much of a prob yet. i still luv st john no matter what shit i've received.
the people can be trained, i believe. =)

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...