silence i keep

ok its oblivion.
but dont ask.
why do i get stuck in an s environment again!
once was stjohn, and now its sh..
not that i loathe, but if i feel that its "clinging" on me, i'll run away.

gosh. i knew its not my cup of tea, and have to do it anyhow.
only i can anticipate the horrors of it all.
pals pls understand, my resentments on orientate.
serious, blatant i am, engulfed with fear and displeasure.

chaya & ciro