snco~

hav been rather restless this few days. wonder why.
tired? must be!
i always complain tired.
ok.. got to rush mdm sim for std1s uniform.
coz ppl rushin me too.
looking forward to snco! 9th - 11th dec!
yea baby. its at east view again!
wad a wonderful thing!
its just beneath my blk! muhahaa!
can sneak home and bathe again!~ wee wee!
this time round is pialeong.. wooo.
haha. its great to go for camps! =)

why

i just realised, my posts on st john are disappearing.
i used to blog a lot on the fun and happiness i get from st john. that makes my readers jealous or bores most of them..
even the recent posts on st john are unhappy.

st john can really be a nuisance.
i love it so much. that im so hurt.
nobody will understand.

fun day!

woo. enjoyed myself a lot today as i met up with HWEECHIN at 715pm after changing the time for 2times!! haha.
oh. and she wanted me to type her name here in my post. to post about our outing. haha!!
we ate at tm mac then went ard shopping!!! we tried quite a lot of clothes, shoes and spent damn long time at montiq just to try out all the colours of this particular flower hairclips. even a woman whom i guess wanted to scold us but didnt dare to, came close to us and said but softly 'iyo. dun play.' she wasnt even looking at us. but it was obvious talking to us larh. we were just beside her and practically like laughing away, not deciding which hairband to buy.
haha. then came out of that shop and realised it was 10pm already! all shops were closing! suddenly remembered tt i've to buy pens! for my promos! haha. so rushed to popular. luckily the uncle held on to the shutter and let me in to buy. hee. so nice. and i was the last customer in popular for the day! haha. any lucky draw?
after tt, knowing tt i forgot to bring keys out. chin stayed at mac again with me. we ate and chatted for 30mins. missed this kind of gossiping session so much!!! haha. so was really an amazing day w/o st john! hahaha..
badminton wif my bad gang tml! yeah! anticipating!! all the best to my dear friend cherr!! will miss ya lots man!
miss you, fatmah, jeanie, qiuxia a lot too!! muacks! =)
okok.. what crap did i miss out hweechin? hahaha..

prison visit

went to the new changi prison today. to support the yellow ribbon campaign.
thought could visit the cells and perhaps the 'hanging' room. but nah.. only allowed to enter the administration centre.
saw several convicts. they look jus like any of us with tattoos.
oh. i embarrassed myself when i actually laughed at one of the exhibits. a certificate for completing the course, clean carpet. hee. seriously, i was laughin at it. certified carpet cleaner?!?! haha! then a police/volunteer came over. opps! it wasnt like normal carpet cleaning. there are processes that the cleaners must learn. ohhh. then i gave the astonishing look.
should we give them another chance?
from my mouth, yes. of course. everyone make mistakes and should be forgiven. but from my heart. i dont think i will.
i dont even forgive myself for making the slightest mistake in my life. how could i forgive others who made mistakes like molesting or raping girls?
what do you think?
there's another issue that has been probing me for weeks.
imagine urself breaking up with your boyfriend. then your boyfriend went after your best friend. in the meantime, yr best friend went out with him often as you couldnt due to your workload. eventually yr best friend get together with him.
after that, your best friend told you frankly.
will you forgive her? any conditions?
students worry abt studies. workers worry abt work. homemakers worry abt home.
when will we be out of these.

fried bannaaa

oh man. what a busy week. went bak sch for chem, maths, bio make up lessons since monday.
tried to study for today's chem mock test too.
coughing & sneezing like mad now. wonder whose the germ spreader. wadever!
went for badminton at kampong chaichee after sch.
cool man. really enjoyed the part when xtrina, ali, jasp and me tryin to find new ways of serving.
oh nt 4gettin zhengyi, ali and me ate our brunch at a void deck! like refugee larh. i felt so sad.
awww.. jus reminded myself abt the bedok fried bananas!!!! ugh! wanted to eat one so badly.. but coz im having flu n cough!..wad a waste. my fried bananas..

sj politics

i dont mind if you dont let me know. i wont force you. i'll respect your decision.
neutral i am since i dont know anything for now.
if things are really bad, what i saw were fake, i'll still choose to believe it.
as that is all that i've as facts.
i dont feel good hanging there. so are the rest.
politics in an organisation is inevitable.
however, i believe we can always solve the problem when it arises.
as if you'll read my blog. anyway, shall we all stand up and say no more!?
sometimes, this just makes me wonder if i should leave for good.
present or not doesnt make any difference.
no, i'll stay. for my std1s and 4s.

olevel prelim

best of luck to all the std4s and my dear cousins who are taking their prelims next week!
study hard and score well k!
its a requirement for the first 3mths in jc!
go for it! at least give it a try!
bestest luck to all taking their module test next week too!!
rest your mind, breathe in deeply then continue with your revision!
focus focus focus!
god bless all of you!
=)