snco pop 2005

hey ALL!
im back!! finally after 22 days. haha! well. this time round its not my monitor that fails me. its the cpu and the connection!! its not totally fixed though.
ok. highlight for these days shall be 24th senior nco training course passing out parade cum ceremony @ dhs on 21/1!
in da morning, whole course went running from dhs to east coast park jetty that stretches about 3k!! plus coming back, add up to 6km!!! haha!! fun though. just chiong and chiong. but i feel that though the run tests the cadets on their stamina, endurance, fitness, there is this lack of communication during the run. unlike something that we can do during road march, that is to chat, to divert attention. very few cadets cheer on our way up to the jetty. and lots on the way back. i feel that's becoz huawei asked them to plan properly what cheers/songs they going to sing. if not, guess they'll be even more exhausted and would probably keep their mouth open just for air!
oh yarh. i was the station master, meaning i hav to run before them! haha. it was also a test for me seriously. after long period of hibernating. pretty satisfied w my performance. hee. another 6k? =P
alright, i became medic as well for the run. bak @ dhs, saw chuiyee! so happy to see her!!! it jus reminds me of snco 2004. missed it! later, i took care of all the casaulties in the medic office. when lunch finally came, i helped one casaulty with her food. then we went to take course photo. just after my thought of going for my brunch (which i've missed), pialeong shouted for me. i thought to myself "woah! got good stuff for me? hehe!" (grinned) so i ran after him and to my surprise!! (more of a shock), a casaulty lying on a stretcher at an open space. yahh.. my new work was to take care of casaulty again!! and my goodness sake after he went away! i realised, my lunchbox is still lying intact in the medic rm!! "sad case, i've became medic" i grumbled. not only did i look after her with my eyes, i help to massage her feets as well ok. its tough at first, honestly, i didnt like it, but well, seeing them recover shortly after, gave me a sense of satisfaction too! along the way, i also gain tiny tiny tips. (haha. sounds a bit like self-convincing) oh yarh, not to forget, thanks hweechin for coming over to accompany the lonely me at that time!! haha. i was practically watching over her and looking at the grasses, cars, buildings.. of dhs hostel. =soon after, parade was going to start at about 4pm. and to my dearest stomach, im sorry, i've totally lost the feeling of hunger.
well, this pop and 2004's gave me a totally different feeling. not that i choose to feel this way, i even promised myself to wear a huge smile! but, i just have lots to comment about..
during buffet, i even got pissed to max by someone i regarded as officer! looking at other corps, same feelings and thoughts came back to me. "wah, they're so united. sit, eat and chat together.." is these superficial or real? hm. i believe ots just something my corps needs to learn. (some ppl just spoiled my appetitide even more! i have my 1st bite of the day at 615pm!)
oh man.. then i got pushed n pushed to take pics with my 2 idols by .. yar.. undisclosed.....!!! haha. well, i was shy larh!! totally. one standing on my left and the other on my right!! oh man.. "if only its..." hahaha! anyway, i dont know how some people spread the msg to my idols!! im not that desperate!! dont convey the wrong msg to them! hahaa. anyway, thanks guys! i'll frame the pic up! muhahaa!! no larh. jus memory.
left dhs by running under the rain using our uniform cover to cover our heads. (that's why i fall sick now!!) and on da bus30, chatting w the newly promoted sgts.. cool to know new stories.
oh, and the "best" thing that can happen at that time is, on bus 18, hweechin and me stood up and prepare to alight on our stop, we were shocked that the bus didnt stop!! hahaha! guess what!! we didnt press the bell!! oh man.. so in the end, i got to walk a longer way home..
isnt it saddening?

good yr!!

oh. im engrossed with the show "prince who turns into frog" again! haha.
my sis FINALLY borrowed the vcd from her friend. oh man! im mesmerised by shan jun hao (mingdao)!! so charming!! undescribable.. hee. how i wish i hav this fairytale too.. i know it doesnt exist, but i still wish..
ok. went for tpss learning camp on 29th n 30th. went in as observer since we got no post due to academic reasons. but i ended up conducting lecture and footdrill sessions! well, i accepted the role of course. and luckily for that footdrill session, i managed to really DRILL the std1s up! haha. no no, std2 alredi! HAPPY NEW YR! =)
joanna, fatmah, vanessa, angela also came at night! really nice to meet up with all of them. though grace couldnt make it. i hope none of them giving sj up..
saw pialeong!! ooO.. hahaa! mesmerised again! but managed to get myself back to reality! hehe. after a short chat then went into meeting with my beloved tic, mdm sim. she's still the same. motherly motherly type. nice person larh, but can always improve! =)
cheewah, taytong, chee wai also came!! i felt so 'home' chatting with them! i missed that feeling..
we recalled loads of things that we had done when we were a cadet.. haha. eg. my whole std (except 1) left the sch before last parade becoz we were all mad with that 'sudden' wahweitong's scoldings! haha. std3 then. achievement seh!! hee.
fatimah, cherie and vanessa also came to see leslie's success! haha. miss them too!! i suddenly thought i was back to sec2 again when fatimah leslie were our instructors and wahweitong screwing us all da time! haha. sweet memories..
our conversation lasted till 2+am! then they went off. sweet things nve last? haha maybe.
i got into the study mood and studied bio at 230am in the canteen! haha. ended @ 4am but surprisingly wasnt sleepy! so went to disturb those sentry guards! hahaa. its corridor programme ok! =P
stayed up till 5am for firedrill. then 530am hweechin book out. once again, im alone.. but don worry. cheerful leeing nt lonely bcoz of my std4s (should be called sch leavers now)!! haha. sweet sweet. napped but couldnt sleep well.. i felt really really really.. insecure @ that time..
gregarious leeling nve want to be alone for long. haha. went to look for some souls to start my corridor programme again!! =P
had fun larh. seriously. and if i say i nve gain anything, that's fake!! i guess, everything's an experience. whether its gd or bad. i should just accept and love it! =)
book out @ 1130pm cause i'm having a xmas dinner tt night (remmber, till then i haven slp). so, rightfully, i've done my best to stay in the camp as long as possible, to provide my delicate service to meet their upmost needs. hahaha.
had dinner w my whole family(maternal) yesterdae!! all cousins sat @ a table. but obviously, one is being left out. had a wonderful time with them!! didnt get to meet up this yr end as some families went holidaying. but nevertheless, we gathered in the end! hee! joked and laughed till my muscles aching man! then went for movie @ 1115pm with them! its 'a chinese tall story' which they do direct translate to 'yi ge hua yu gao gao de gu shi'!! hahaa!!
shall not elaborate the details of the movie here. but i was feeling really fortunate then. to have such wonderful fantastic family! we had fun.. like there's no tomorrow. i hope u guys hav the same with ur family! =)

on my taggy,
fatmah: haha. i make sure i'll make good use of u! hehe. love u!!
jianwen: heyhey!! si jianwen? or chen? haha! happy 2006 too!! do patronise my blog often! =P
cherr: i know how u feel. but don worry. we'll meet up. don 4get our badminton training!
ziyang, kenz, sniff: hahaa! thank u guys!! happy happy new yr too!! a better yr ahead for all of us!! thx kenz. im too passionate. hahaa!! =P

good luck to freshmen that are turnin up to ur new sch tomorrow!!
i still remmber this strong meaning sentence that was given to me a yr ago,
'embrace the inevitables'
yes. so do u.
god bless. =)