hot

ok. like wad the title says. HOT!
im feeling a lot of heat right now.
i just wish i can get over this exams fear as quickly as possible. i cant believe im doing it again. it was just 2years ago when i freak for my o. wad the.. its so tormenting!
its gona be another round of anxiety! i will definitely remember wad im feeling right now. its so indescribable in fact. how on earth and why on earth should people undergo this brain draining process that kills one silently!
i dont know. but obviously im doing it. and im just going to get over it! for wad the consequences the results the aftermath will be, wads done is done huh. the process though i loathe it damn lot, im gona treasure it. after all, its going to be history some day.
yes it is.
im love tuition! my tutor is saving me! ahh.. im seeing him like an angel.. he's my angel!! thank god.

a miraculous win

alright, the winning just turn out to be so surprising! too surprising for me to accept at first.
the class practically didnt train for this finals and just before getting into the boat, we had so many hiccups!
dawei (dragonboater in class), alison (class faculty rep) and i tried to arrange a time slot for training, but well. it didnt work out of course. so no choice, the only little most practice we had was when we were on the boat, rowing towards the starting line!!
yup. indeed. knowing facts that some other cgs are training very hard for this, and they've got more guys than girls in their boat, everyone just hope that we werent the last for the race.
ok, we came in 3rd for our race, which is race 1. so god. we definitely hav lost the game. so off we go. trying to sneak off kallang river to the mrt. sneak because there's this nothing-better-to-do teacher who hide near the mrt, with a camera, trying to snap pictures of students who leave before dismissal! duhhz. dumb. well, luckily my dad came for my rescue! muhahaa. all my frens ran in all directions. & the pathetic me with an injuried knee wound couldnt run fast. so just walked along with some indian-bangala looking people to a bus stop. opps, pretty terrifying. i was at geylang road tat time!
hahaa. so i was happily on my way home & i got news that we've gotten 4th place! (out of 12th) waddaa.. a medal for all of us! wtf!
happy? seriously nope. i thought it was all based on luck that we've gotten it. isnt it? no unity , no practice, no training, no coordination (or maybe miraculously have durin the race)!! wth gotten us the 4th place.
well. maybe the medal can make them think about it!!

response - responsible - responsibility

ah!
here's 05S07!
moi da class rep! hee!









a class that is difficult to control. difficult to instill discipline. difficult to cooperate with. difficult to bring close together..

and definitely difficult to forget.

my beloved gang!!
1..2..3..4..5..6! uhhh... so cute huh! hahaaa!!


FAS!!

Look at my committee!! =)

we started with nothing.
& ended with everything.



Awww...
im touched.





handing over.. the cake!














i was overwhelmed!

my fas!

super duper happy on wednesday!!
its first aid society (fas) handover day!! not the fact that i no longer hav to my duties of coz. hee!
finally my 1 and a half years of service has come to an end. seriously, the days have passed so fast and i can still remember vividly the day when i was shouted at by tic because she was so mad with the previous committee! (jus my luck!) they didnt inform her abt any meetings or decisions they make.. they didnt carry out duties well.. and worse of all, they gave her a terrible name behind her back!!
wad a start for me!
hence, when i was elected as president by my seniors, and my tic wasnt convince at all! she was worried that im gona be like the previous president.
well, at least ive proved her initial worries wrong! hee!!
if it wasnt the fact that my then acquaintance supported me to accept the role, i wouldve just passed the baton to 'the one' that my tic likes! thank you guys! i can never stand alone as president and yet achieved so much for fas!
this batch of friends ive known really surprises me. i thought most of them joined fa was just to have a 'slack' cca. but i was wrong! we started off as strangers, than acquaintance, cca mates and friends. though we didnt know each other in the first place, we quickly got into form and cooperated very well! (thats why all our duties went smoothly! hee)
slowly, we done a service learning project (a children camp), sent members to redcross fa course to get certified, we done duties for sportsday, seasports, orientation, carnival, openhouse and more! comparing with the previous committee, woo, we've done so much!

fas has expanded! from current 12Jc2 to the present 14Jc1! hee! J1s were so sweet!! the new president rush to swensens and bought an ice-cream cake for us!! haha! i was elated!! so astonished!! beaming with joy!! some of their parents also made little cakes and sandwiches!! ohhh.. im so touched!!! they gave us each a paperclip with a marble and our initials on it!! they are just so adorable!!
Bcoz i asked them blatantly "do u guys have anything for us?" and all of them kept quiet. so i didnt expect anything and thought probably the meeting will end vquickly. hahaa..
it was a moment that i felt really appreciated. for wad ive brought to the college, the cca and the mbms. and i appreciate for the effort they put in for the handover session!!

all da best to the new committee!! i nve know i'll love this people so much.. =)
im proud. heee

ughh!! the pic doesnt show!!! ...

if

if
meeting u means we have to be separated,
saying hi gona say goodbye, and
loving u means one day i may be losing u,

then i would rather i wasnt borned.
for i dont wish to live to await my death.

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yesterday was fun fun fun!
if only the night can be longer..
my eyes can stay alert

perhaps till nov will we meet again..

world cup fever~

once again! its JOHNNY DEPP on channel5!!
its another highly recommended movie of his, sleepy shallow!
this movie is easier to understand as compared to 'from hell'. and Oh! its pretty gruesome. with swift actions of a sword decapitating bodies.
and well, he looks suave in both movies!!

Sleepy Shallow







Cool! i love his serious look and voice!! indeed a guy full of charisma. he doesnt look 42 to me. hmm.

haha! another attractive men that im mesmerized by is no.19 SCHNEIDER! a german player!


















well done schneider! (oh! germany's coach is handsome too! haha!)

alright. last but not least, how could i forget my fav team, no.7 BECKHAM from ENGLAND!
Though they didnt perform as well as they could have, it wasnt an easy game for portugal either.
Well, its a pity that beckham has quitted as england captain! i can tell he wishes to continue, but due to certain circumstances, such as a change of coach, and having been the captain for 2worldcups, stepping down is inevitable. His passion for kicking is definitely there! somehow, he earns my respect for handling over willingly though painfully.
isnt it just like st john? if u're not gona move away, then nobody's gona move up.
at least now that he has left england, he still remains a fabulous midfielder in our hearts. =)
(having problem uploading beckhams pic here. but i believe everyone knows who he is)

So soon, world cup 2006 is coming to an end. so who will be the champ? Its Italy vs France tomorrow morning! 3am!
gosh.
dont think im watching coz england n germany are out! but they'll be back 4yrs later! watch out!

wads done are done

only when i managed to see wad the hell has happened, i realised im stuck in the middle.
and it just happened that im the main concerned and the victim.
ive forgiven you guys. for the backstab and the forceful whack on my back. i thought, perhaps at that moment u're just out of your mind. or maybe u've been instigated by someone something somewhere somehow.
perhaps what ive contributed and done so far were blind to you guys. but i know. my cadets appreciated and understand my effort in every training ive prepared for them. and i know they do benefit.
sounds like im convincing or comforting myself huh? haha. yes i am. i thought ive let it go already. but just when people starts asking. people starts boasting. people starts talking.. it just all came back to me.
how am i suppose to answer them when they ask why not going? its just weird. to give the truth? wads the truth anyway?
its not about attending or not. its not face that matters. it the fact that youre not given any reason for being rejected. you know? even if a guy wants a break. he reasoned it with faded love.

of course im upset and absolutely mad.
however. life still goes on huh?
so i decided to forgive.

i cant wait for tpsjab 20th anniversary celeb!!!
i cant wait to meet hua wei tong!! philip!! huiying!! ben!! szeling!! yangzhen!! pialeong!! chuiyee!! wahwei!! and many more!! oh good. its gona be a gathering.. =)
wait for yr invitation!
and even if exceeded the no. stated, just come down k!
have funn!!

?

am i in the correct state of mind?

snco!! come faster!!