surrprriseee!!!

my blog has landed me a work in stjohn hq today!
went bak in da afternoon to decorate da dearest zone8 noticeboard with ma'am chuiyee!
seriously, if chuiyee isnt so kind, i wouldve flared immediately upon seeing those people who are supposedly da ones decorating it! so irresponsible! wth!
well, given those limited resources dat weve, were proud of da product! hahaa! especially da recycled "E"! The border colours are alr da best colours in my pack of constructionpapers. though it looks a little dark.
so happy to meet szeling weixiang and ben too! after about half a yr, since tpss 20th anni, we met again! and szeling.. !!!! u mus hav lots to tell me during snco! hahaa! i simply cant wait! =P
then walked ard concourse with ma'am chuiyee!! haha. she must be very honoured to shop ard da xmas deco at concourse basement thisyr! coz eversince 04, i went thr with angela, for some snco meeting, we were surprised with da xmas deco at da basement! and of coz, we had lots of fun thr! and so, i shopped with hweechin on yr05, as usual, we were at concourse for some snco meeting. and ta-dah! this yr is with ma'am chuiyee! hahaaa!
oh yah, saw da snco05 picture just now on da noticeboard. kind of miss vanessa and angela in their uniform! will they be wearing their uniform any sooner? if only we can return da time to 04, when we were snco trainers togther! weirdly, we were da only 3 from tpss then. hahaa! wad an experience. even till now, angela is surprised she was in da camp n paired with chongboon! hahaa!
OHMYGOD!!! jus received a letter!! MOE letter!!! Ive gotten Merit bursary again! omg omg omg!! cant believe it! didnt expect it! nve thought of it!!! ahhHhhHh!!! didnt even hav a A for prelims! omg.. surprised!! elated!! =))))))))
haha, ok todae really happy! haha! although my parents dumped me for their malaysia trip! hahaa! i had such nice time! met up with sj ppl and received dat letter! hope tp meet u guys again soon! ahHhHhhHHHHhhHhH!!!!!!
love u guys!

surrprriseee!!!

ah! i forgot to mention! i think i see sir philip!!
omg! its another surprise! hahaa. in da same cabin on the train! didnt manage to see his front though, but da feeling ive from his back is.. yes! yes! haha. and he alighted at simei!
wads saddening is tt i lost da excitment ive for him! hahaha!
used to be really anxious when i see him! until nw i couldnt forget da incident when i met him outside tm.. and da first time i salute him! awww''.. mesmerised. but well, its over! haha! and i think he's marrying ma'am leecheng soon!
happy marriage! =P hahaa!

da day ive longed for!

glad that only my dad rmb my anniversary!! ha! and he bought me a swissroll cake!
ohh.. gosh, best part is da swissroll taste hoorrriiibbbllleee.... hahahahaaa!
but u see, im so touched dat only he remmbers, i swallowed da whole cake!
hahaa.. and worse still, after dat, my dad said why i finished it myself, he wanted to try!
oh my my.. should hav said earlier!! hahaa! but im pleased that after all ive a cake! =P

ok! so after A levels. really bored.
BUT boredom is temporary!!
some of us know why.. hahaa..
so, well, feel nothing special seriously! its exactly da same like 2yrs ago for olevels.
ugh. da gd thg is this break last till nxt yr's aug!
ive been quarantined for da past 5mths! omg! i cant believe it!
dats vlong. ok. better get my butts off da chair and move around!
;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 22/11/99

yea. todae its da 7th anniversary! see how time flies.
ive been scarred for 7yrs.. and many more to come
being in a half-coma condition for 5days in kk hospital perhaps really dull my brain and slow me down.. hahaa this is a conclusion i came to when my jc mates pointed out that im.. wols.

thinking back, ugh! walking down da aisles.. hearing da sound of an activating saw.. looking at da pure white sparkling operation theatre (i thot i was in heaven).. da piercing of needles thru my veins.. da fear of a really digusting scar.. da fact dat doctors woke me up halfway thru da operation.. and they sliced me at 2areas n not one.. all these still traumatise me even till now.

even so. life moves on and 7yrs later. im alive. perhaps perhaps if i didnt agree to it 7yrs ago.. i may be lying on da bed, thinking of death now.
even so, now im thinkin if only i havent been for the op, maybe i dun hav to live with da scar? yah right, da protruding part will still be thr. unless i saw my ribs..

hahaa. god put me thru this. and ive to cont living with it. if only da society can be more liberal, or rather, my parents' thinking, i would feel better.

and still, every today of da year, i would sincerely like to thank all my aunts uncles cousins, who visited n looked after me when i was in da hospital n at home. w/o all da care concern n love, i wouldnt have made it thru. as a young primary6 kid then, u guys made me realised how fortunate i am to have this big family.

da finishing line

its there!
yea! just there!
amost done!
im reaching!
oh yea! ;)

incorrigible. perhaps da perception will nve change.

oh man. im so proud to be a tpjcian because of my tutors, my principals and my school!
but yet, the studentbody is such a letdown!
its so embarrassing for me to be part of this group of students who cant even listen to instructions given by our dear chief examiner!
he is so nice to keep using da word 'please' to keep us quiet. but yet! some people jus dont appreciate that! furthermore, we hav one student, who duno with wad reasons, has extra time to do. that means after we handed in our papers, he is still doing.
so typically, we should just keep our mouth shut larh right! but look! this considerate behavior was definitely not reflected! im so ashamed!
we are practically expressing who we are to those examiners from other schools! and instead of sending them da msg that tpjcians are industrious, timeconscious, honest, obedient etc (unlike the msg tt many ppl received abt tpjc- slackers), we are telling them da exact opposite! (tt means showing them we're worse den slackers!)
gosh!

apart from that, many non-bio students had their last paper yesterday. well, the bio educated ones had a week more to go. the best part was, these non bio students (mostly arent even aware of how they are formed!) screamed and cheered like nobody's business.
well, look! da guy is still having his exam man. while da examiner tries to keep us quiet, he couldnt supress those excitment. and they are just blatantly irritating us!
so lets see who has da last laugh!

complexity

ask and u shall be answered.
feasible? reliable? accountable? true?..
the problem doesnt lie with da mouth. duh


wad a piece of shit. received a threatening mail!
its not intimidating at all but it does succeed in agitating the dearest me
and im absolutely at odds with it!


to show commitment to others is to show less commitment to one.
wad da hell. if only i hav da ability to transform myself!
coercion and browbeating will not leads to fervent, wholehearted loyalty!
the cost of it has clearly shown.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH HWEE CHIN! =)

fixed

now dat my comp is fixed! gosh! im giving myself reasons (or excuse u call it) to online! haa. and there it goes for an hour! no more! yea.

3 more papers to go. and its willbe da beginning of my life! wahaha!!
i hope i can get a better grip on it this time.. unlike wad ive done after olevel 2yrs back! wad a wasted break i came to think.

ahh. suddenly thought of sharing my sis's miracle on my blog.
she was SUPPOSED to undergo thyroid operation 2weeks back, to remove the 3-4 tumours. and guess wad!! she laid on da surgery bed, with dripping on.. and the doc examined her neck (where da thyriods at). the doc realised da tumours dimished!! (just by pressing her neck) and voala!! "u dun hav to operate!" the doc said to my sis! "waddaaa.. f!" i said.
sounds lk a joke right! (but its true) and she was wheeled out of the operationthreatre. with no scar. no needles. no blood. no op! (if i were her i would prob giv da doc a gd hell of scolding.. aweo@#$@kmks!!)
see.. miracles do happen!
although its selective, there's always hope in life. (u nve know if ure da one!)
as long as u believe. u will. someday. somehow. somewhere. somewhat. may miracle falls on u. (on me first! hee!)

if ur name/date isnt on the list. pls tag on da board on yr left. hee!

haha.
half da battle down. 0.6 0.6 more to go!
ok. then jus set my agenda first.

1. i miss the st john gang!!
1.1 gona meet up with angela fat van chin na zhiwei zhihua taytong etc etc!!
2. whr else but to chiong kbox!
2.1 haha.. promised a session with my class people..
2.2 then have to hav another one with angela too!
3. meal with mrs neo!
3.1 yea! shes a fantastic tutor ive ever met! i hope her hug before mathsp2 helps! haha!
3.2 so its gona be sushi? or dimsum? wooahh.. =)
4. look for jobS!
4.1 yea. tuition? sales? cleaner? wadsoever! ha! im unversed and its time for me to get my hands on anythg!
5. good food!
5.1 yupx. had arranged w chin n angela for da search for gd+cheapfood! LOL! gotta do this after prom!
6. 2E3!
6.1 yea. i miss nie xia jes too! of coz, cheewee!!! weibin!!! ahh.. my laughter stimulators! haa
7. 4E1
7.1 hee! lots of ppl thr! yvonne vernise jianli kenneth alfred! hahaa..
8. get a few presents ready!
8.1 i hav been quietly skipping peoples' bday! hahaa. so sorry. will get sumthg when i hav da time.. and $! ;)
9. having done all these..
9.1 i guess ill hav to get back to tpsjab! wohoo!!
i miss my u.. my school.. teachers.. of coz mates n cadets too!! (i doubt theyll miss me! haha!)
10. back to tpss!
10.1 for justin tohhh....
11. SNCO
11.1 haha! its time! yea! huiying szeling chuiyee pialeong yangzhen and (i better mention him too) our campchief william! Sirs and mdms i mean! hee. gona meet up with u guys!

woah! packed huh! my hols.. ughh.. xmas bells r ringing..oh man.
ive jus used 20mins to set this.
gettin back to work! 12more daysss.. ;)
seeyaa