Sunday, March 11, 2007

unbeatable.

today's open house was very crowded! most rewarding part is the milo van at ntu!! hahaa.. can imagine if kit kenz were there too, we'll drink more than wad we drank on our sports day! miss dat taste! fantastic! then it was so coincidental to meet my 'pro' colleague, and many jc friends and ex classmates!!
very long yet worthing trip.

went back tpss at night to visit.
mdm sim! thanks for the camp, i get to meet her. thought that it wouldnt be nice for me to leave just like that. and true enough. it was what she has said that inspired me more. dat was wad i want to see in all teachers as well. the confidence they have in you, the appreciation they show, and the support they're giving just cant stop me from wanting to help her more. no doubt, she has enlightened me, in a very motherly way.
the cadets! it feels so homely to see them again! and guess wad! the smiles on their faces when they see me made me feel so guilty for not doing enough for them!
my juniors and mates! they definitely can become great successors of tpss! gotta groom one first before leaving isnt it! esp now that im already the solo man in training. i wouldnt want to leave, and put grace n chin in difficult situation. i surely dont wish to instigate them to leave as well.
so, they've given me the answer again. =)

ah. that means im left with lesser days for myself! hmm. but still my courses! so excited to go for my first interest course next week! finally get the time and freedom to learn something i want! gotta do more before uni begins..

Thursday, March 08, 2007

spreeee!

today's leave was well spent.
visited mr teh tarik again! wohoo! nice and economical teh you can find in raffles!
of course, its the cheeseeee baked rice at bugis which angela recommanded us that can still make me salivate now! hahaa. shiok! oh, it was my treat! ;) and hweechin's one soon.. hee
thats my last piece of cheeseeee...

shopping was fun especially when the pay comes in! though there's an increase in my atm, im still very picky with the stuffs i bought! sourcing for the most worth goods was tedious but the sense of satisfaction was great!
解脱 is the best song for me now. it feels like god has removed the rock that has fallen on me since the year begins. just when ive blamed van and angela for not pulling us away as well, i made it. moving away from the politcally corrupted place is the right thing a best man should do. haa. offensive? well. then i might be referring to u.
sj has taught me to lie. made me lie. and proved me wrong when im honest. irony? yea. at first i disagreed. but now im fully convinced. by the ugly dirty hands ive seen.
in fact, im starting to appreciate the phrase 'blessing in disguise'. after two years of experiences, many came to me and say "you're heng!". =) thankew.
bioengine, chem engine, environmental engine, biological sci, life sci, biochem, food sci.. im thinking of wad to study in uni! haha. but i should be glad that im given choices. its definitely better than some people who may never get to make this choice.
(*wink to angela n chin)

chin went for our fantastic agent! ;)

Sunday, March 04, 2007

heave a sigh of relief

im satisfied. its good enough.
finally. im there. yes there.
thank god. thank everyone. thank you.
pls bless my friends too.

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...