you cant pick a path to take in life, sometimes the path has to pick you

Sheares Production 07/08- The Wind in the Willows @University Cultural Centre (UCC)

has it not for ernest who took me into the subcom, i would probably not survive the whole 3 days of shows. honestly, i dont feel attach to sp at all. im just glad that its all over. and i feel good to meet edwin sheares personally! thats unbelievable. i didnt know he exists! he's the real mr sheares. =) im sure he's proud of how well sheares hall is doing now!





just placed all my vday flowers into the bin. that is quite disheartening for me.
despite trying hard to plant them still, providing sunlight water carbon dioxide and my love, its not enough to keep them going.

the weird thing is, i know they wont live the way i want them to, but i did it anyway.
maybe they are meant to be short-lived. only then, people appreciate them more.

hall makes a difference

knocked at 200208 12am
hall sistas!

my 8short pals!
bros!







bestties!
















sheares production after chingay.. finally hectic weeks for hall events had past. which means its time to handle the pile of assignments/projects/tests coming right after recess week.
last night, after coming back to c318 exhaust, i found this sweet cutey lovely card in my room! thanks to my hall siss! meaningful messages touch my heart. appreciate it.

sheares handball should win. wtf. hai..

20 on the 20th

eye candy! and i still think youre damn good looking!
sweet!

cute!

ive spent the last minutes of my teenage time to run. and spent the last min of my day running.

that wasnt bad at all. at least i realised, "running" away DOES help.

have u ever felt like you dont want to stop taking steps at all? its like, moving further and farther away from your troubles. in search of something..

why wish when wishes never come true.

why do wishes take 365days to process, and never come true.

why give hopes first, and make you fall hard later.

if wishing infront of cake and candles doesnt make your wishes come true, then does doing so infront of meteor will.

how about a wishing well. fallen leaves. or even fortune cookies.

what does then.

i left these questions with a full stop as i know they will never get an answer.

and all i want was for this team to get champion.

but now, i can only keep this champ glowing in my heart.

you guys are my champion.

and i will never make wishes anymore.

love my family

love my bestties angela and chin

love my sistas, quin mun shimin celin gloria

love my bro, js law tat

a good start does not guarantee you a good ending

chingay 2008!

after months of practices. we have finally came to this day.

im still smiling! thats unbelievable..

familiarising the moves once more.. once more.. maybe once more..

lots of photos taken by sheares photocom are still not uploaded. well, i hope the viewers, the audiences have enjoyed our performances and appreciated all our effort. cinderella was glowing beautifully the whole night.

the guys below, in orange are js my brother, and jk. not forgetting ahbi and ian came along too. these guys are incredible.
they have showed me what sheares hall's spirit is all about. these guys had the grandstand tickets, but instead of sitting there enjoying the whole chingay, they practically chased us (ran across roads, through mrt station, brushed by bushes, rushed through the crowd..) all the way from grandstand to our final, which is the 7th station, along cityhall, to catch our performance.

im super touched by them. ive never thought that they would follow us all the way. and its not just about the running, its their PRESENCE. in sheares shirt. cheering along with us "sheares hall sheares hall sheares hall!!" among the crowd. the moment i spotted them, the feelings in me were so strong, immense, powerful, compelling!
every drop of orange were treasured and have definitely moved me. thank you guys for being

there! your support have made my contributions in chingay so much worth. =)

falling on the tree top..

chingay preview!

high. high. high on preview day.

outside blkc's gate with sistas!

thanks to cassandra who helped me with my super layered hair! and ta-dah!! everyone has 2pony but ive 4 that shoot out! hee greedy!!


the cinderella. by NUS SHEARES HALL!
im the one with the scissors! hee!
crazy taking photos along the whole stretch of cityhall/padang.

BLOCK C!

amazing merlion float!

it was definitely more than just an eye opener. it was a night full of first time. first time performing in chingay. first time dancing in the middle of the road. first time taking so many photos in one night. first time performing infront of goh chok tong. first time standing infront of a spotlight... so much for the prelude. theres still the actual day. =)

the next day where the roses start to wilt and everything starts to fade

pretty board with sweet wishes from blkc guys!

thats joyceh's pointing. haa. anyway, thats nice. ive took it out from the board to keep.

trying to keep the roses alive, i used my shot glasses as vases to hold the roses upright.

this is the year where ive gotten the most flowers.

thanks to all my friends, the hall, and the swocs. ive smelt the roses, i appreciate all wishes and greetings.

i hope u guys didnt spend a lot.

the worse thing is still, to miss out the sentosa flowers. i hope theyre blooming well.

life would be great if i can choose what to listen, to see, and to believe.

drunk me

mundane it may seem. but grateful to have it.
cny was nevertheless, a dress-red event, where the notion of red is good while black&white is a no-no.

chu xi reunion dinner was fabulous. indulged in cups and glasses of drinks ranging from oreo iceblend to pink lady mocktail to baileys on the rock! thanks to my cousin who provided the high-class service as well. i had 7 glasses. =)

red (in the shade of pantone symbolises universal brotherhood and equality of men on our national flag) does bring along a sense of togetherness on cny. relative visitings were as usual, completed in one day. countered the usual questions, the usual expressions. and i was too as usual captivated with their pineapple tarts, which is my cny favourite! ;)
really sad not to be able to go sentosa flowers. i bet its flora were blooming aesthetically..

met up with stjohn friends. nostalgically chatted.
how nice. really nice it was.
pls stay.











sunday was a bday celebration for my aunt, cousin and me. my aunt's and my chinese bday fall on the same day as my cousin's english bday.

ahh. complicated. just know that its one week more to my birthday! haa.
and i know its better not to anticipate nor expect anything.
and well, afterwhich, im sure the anxiety will go downhill.



im not upset. im just not happy.

beep beep

build-a-bearbear is more for girls, but glad that more guys are doing it!
and im still laughing whenever i recall what my friends did!
it wasnt anything about being digusting, sissy, gu-niang, act cute etc ok.
it was more like an experience that you will probably never do it, ever again after once. (for guys)
i'll leave the details out. guys have to do it themselves to know.
sweet, lovely and quite hilarious too were the feel!
happy valentine!

master was really inconsiderate i thought.
we didnt even have a chance to explain. neither a warning first.
all we get was an early cny lecture at 1am and a red card! and probably a big angbao from us to him/hall too.
im really excited to read master's email! maybe im in his list already!
anyway, i had fun! and thats wad money cant buy!
happy new year!

im right. isnt it.

fate lies in our hands

have you ever toss a coin and hope that it can decide your fate for you?
let head to be this and tail to be that.
and in most cases, you soon to realize, coin tossing really does help you to decide.

have you ever wonder why you assign this to be head and that to be tail?
it can simply be thought to be a random action, however, theres always a reason behind.
head clearly signifies a considerably dominant role over that of the tail.
by assigning this to be head. you've chosen.

have you ever hesitate about your decision after you realized that youve gotten a tail?(technically, it usually happens when you get a tail)
apparently, you have then unconsciously exhibit your preference.

what you need is the courage to acknowledge ur choice.
so why not toss a coin today.

too many. too little.