SH orientation

the no day no night is starting in 8mins time.
and by the time i publish the post, thats it, im late.
blacked face. ugzh.
but still gotta go.
go on go on. on and on. until the 8 aug.
nve had looked forward to ndp so much before.
lastly before i go.
im doing this again for blkc. for joyce. for quin laimun emily jieshen.
orientation begins.

nags

everybody desire to be saint.
but they should know that, their inner self is seeking sins to commit all the time.

one more time

a dog came in. screams. freaking out.
shut the door immediately.
injured the dogs leg.
felt so sad. opened the door slightly more. another dog came running in.
shut the door in the nick of time.
to hurt just another dog.
limping back. then.
opened eyes to realize it was too late.
where hurts can never be undone.

silence i keep

ok its oblivion.
but dont ask.
why do i get stuck in an s environment again!
once was stjohn, and now its sh..
not that i loathe, but if i feel that its "clinging" on me, i'll run away.

gosh. i knew its not my cup of tea, and have to do it anyhow.
only i can anticipate the horrors of it all.
pals pls understand, my resentments on orientate.
serious, blatant i am, engulfed with fear and displeasure.

chaya & ciro