im sorry

2years were the hours
confused with
the theory of friends
the theory of truth
the theory of you

maybe because it was close
it made it harder to leave
maybe because it was so much
it made it harder to empty

your disappointment
in all expressions one felt
threw one into the deepest sea
to sail to the isolation island
and repent

yours the one i hate to break

the F

its so tough and unbearable
finding it hard to accept

its my turn

felt exactly like the 2.4
in a way that seems so strong and determined
so rich and unkind
so hard and fearful
yet another wakeup call
not late enough


how would you feel
while speaking to your ex- parents?

read before proceeding

now and then u asked
wad to do! and how!
you didnt realise you actually know them all
yet you need reminders to inform you that
you just need to do it


follow instructions
and you will never be wrong

wrong!!

quin is sleeping with me!
HA HA HA!!

where

斗志

its phobia

can i be selfish for once?
that can be a good test of reliability

but i just cant trust anyone yet

dont even blink

fuck.
how can you lie.
everyone can lie to me except u.
maybe u dont want it
but i just feel like knocking you out.

AH BITE!

fucked up. why run away.
is it so hard to face it.
damn.

sleepless nights

seeing the highspirit minwoo and zhangren on their way to softball and soccer practices
seeing the sleepy wilkson and rachal dozing off on the bus on their way to dance practices
made me wonder why am i not doing so

must i have a hobby?
wad can it be?

water vapour

the moon is covered by the clouds
even when its his best time to shine
and so unseen is the moon
can only imagine how bright he is to be


the perk of speaking to a psychiastrist is
to ask if he would ever go crazy

save the loan sharks

though we always say money cant buy everything
especially not love not friends not health not happiness
but the harsh facts of society show that
money do get you a lot of things
and in actual it can solve a lot of problems
i wish i can help
as much as i want


we all have big dreams
which only cash can materialise

for you, hamster mama

so sad. in just about a year. mama hamster moved on to heaven.
maybe all four of them can meet now.
so i know why daddy didnt want me to keep pets in the first place.
animals leave pretty easily. and mostlikely before me.
and being too emotionally attached can be bad.
so perhaps. we should keep to fish.
cos i can never imagine myself liking fish.
=p