Monday, November 30, 2009

爱你是我人生最幸福的事

thats the dumbest thing i heard

我喜欢

我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带她到哪里
你的脸慢慢贴近她
明天也慢慢地慢慢亲近
我喜欢你爱她的心
我知道她也爱你的心
不要忘记你对她说的承诺言语
但也不要就因为这样儿离开

Saturday, November 28, 2009

too late to discover

im loving it and really dont want it to end
many people would wana slap me if i tell them that
but this is my second last time
and i truly appreciates the beauty of acquiring knowledge
and putting education as a top priority in life now
in a blink of a sem
my priority has to change
and im not ready for that


my abilities aint high enough to stop the clock
all i can do is to remember everybit of these feelings
and keep them as what people calls,
sweet memories

known unknowingly

it doesnt matter what the dictionary says
or the wikipedia displays
what really matters is how your heart defines it

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Monday, November 23, 2009

bad start

gone
i pray that i wont feel a tiny bit
i wish i can think logically

there's no rain today

in the wrong state of mind
potentially ruining one's life
dont even know whats true and real now


i will give up everything and step myself away from you

Sunday, November 22, 2009

221199

everyday of this date
i remember the needles the lights the pain
then the coma and the scar
well, it has been 10years
and i still wonder
how am i going to tell people about it

if you dont matter

Saturday, November 21, 2009

把爱放心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
有懂我的你给我安慰
后悔这已不在的暧昧

你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
我想说的是
大家都说你很好
我都知道
其实你只是对我没那么好

stupid

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i wana marry money

sometimes i cant help but thinks that im a liability
operation
braces
spectacles / contact lens
failed driving
and im sure theres many more illnesses to come
these haunt me since young and they really total up to freaking lots of money!
shouldnt someone like that just die?
much resources can be saved
furthermore,
im of no asset value.

in my eyes..

Monday, November 16, 2009

dont disappoint me

i hope you have the strength and will
as no matter how tired we are
we never give up hope on you
i know thats fear
but it only gets worse if you back off
persevere and stand strong


the same problem
but without you to listen

completely opposite

mummy says that was all out of anger


you're not helping at all

Saturday, November 14, 2009

skipped

the whole world can say it can it will it does
but only one heart doesnt lie
thats yours

all normal predetermined expected outcome can occur
to anybody anyone
but just not to this particular one

the eyes lied
the eyes were faked
the eyes the tears flow for

-numb

Friday, November 13, 2009

?

i scare i get it wrong..

chemistry question

looking at the general equilibrium
i really cant figure out the partial factors effect
could it be true?
could it be influenced?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

which door?

this is not gona go anywhere
slow please

and this can be too mean
to take

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

IT

do u believe in what you see at first sight?
the second glance
then the third
the smile
then the laughter
then you dontknow how many times u wish to see it again

this is what i call the right time the right place the right person

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

a rainy dream

actually i wondered why i did it
but i just did
hmm i hope this will just remain in my heart for awhile
like adding ketchup to my fries
a flavour when its blend
and cos its too good to be too true

i dont have many umbrellas

Saturday, November 07, 2009

smile

i take every strength
and every nerves
and every bit of mind
to put myself in place
again
im okies
=)

where my sympathy?

how do u feel having the best of the both worlds?
as much as one can fill the bottles up to the brim
another can empty it with an unclear mind

i still dont understand why people club
or maybe i was not where i was supposed to be to feel the reason
fast and loud musics
colorful free drinks
make me wana be dumb once more


the mistake was made by me
never made it as a wise man

Thursday, November 05, 2009

open secret

why do people have secrets?
what is the message?
who is it hiding from?
why cant it be told to people?
what are the consequences of it leaking?

a secret remains a secret
only if u keep to yourself

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

what's right or wrong

it felt so real. for the first time after so long. the signs were real, the feelings were real. the kisses were real. was it the right thing...