i need luck. please.

im freaking nervous!!
cos i want this so badly!
and i think, just like examinations.
when u really want to score well, u feel exceptionally nervous right!
oh man.
the butterflies in the stomach is making me having diarrhoea.
alright, i know, its just me.
wish me luck please!

majority of crosses

always wonder
infact still wondering
was it all a chance of mistake
happiness is outweighed by the otherwise
running out of reasons to convince
living on a defensive mode
letting others know that
choices make decisions change
blame it on the wrong belief
the wrong time and the wrong place

a step towards the wrong direction

i choose not to care anymore
u just dont get it

never enough

is it enough? or is it not?
cant balance.
cant understand.
cant accept.
thats all.

the freedom i smell

the very last night
im sure it is
quiet room with my itunes on
dim lights and nice scene outside the windows
a small little corner where i used to hide
away from the troubles at home
and here i am for the last time
thanks sheares
it was a great hideout
love the comfort the familiarity the people the way of life here
wont regret being part of the block c history
and all the ups and downs ive teared here
love is so strong now

the tears that melts

woah its a lot
and im overwhelmed and surprised
im still unfounded
and glad that it did happen