heavy heart

indescribable

let work be my second love

really wish u are here
or at least a phone call away
but freedom is so strict for now
and that definitely makes heart grows founder.

life is going to be different
but love isnt.

bank

finally, in exactly one month's time, i signed my first letter of appointment.
excited yet feeling the jitters.
hope every weekdays end fast.
so are the months.
because im counting down..

i miss you

meow

my sweetest and dearestest,
never fail to make me so loved;
even when you're miles away.

mind over body but mind is all about u

at least there's one thing to let me smile about
employed =)
getting present for my darling in one mths time!
and by then, 3mths left to go.
hopefully with the work, i will have lesser time to feel depress.
i guess this is the hardest moments i ever have.
maybe thats why people say its magical.

crawling like a toddler

okies sad. if u can see through me.
im trying really hard to fight back the emotions and thoughts.
trying to keep myself occupied as well.
but everytime im left myself to either go for interviews, or simply lying silently on bed at night, i cant help but to recollect.
well, honestly didnt expect to be affected this bad, but i guess it just re-affirmed my feelings and love.
i hope time flies. only after these, i can sense that they really fly.