i really do.

maybe its the idea of having you.

maybe its my perception of you.

i teared and prayed.

i miss you.

there's no reason to everything

ended just as i expected.

no words to describe.

nobody to blame.

i was on the best self. the true self.

prayed for the days to stay.

prayed for the shooting stars to work.

prayed for the magic to work.

it all turned out only to be another joke.

i continue to believe in love, no matter how bad love is to me.

i continue to have faith, no matter how much setbacks you have for me.

because i know, someday, something kind will happen.

and will last.

I'm sorry, it has to be a sad ending.

nothing beats my effort and thoughtfulness for only you.

so let my tears bring them far far away. far away with you.