class pic

feeling more and more attached to this group of friends.
o5s07..

last match

ahhh.. its over. i mean my badminton matches.
i really want to appologize.. esp to these people..
to my partner: u're really great! always remind me to focus and taught me tactics too. having u as my partner seriously make me feel so secure. for the fact tt u're really a gd player. im sorry to make our matches end here.
to my trainer: u taught me a lot of strokes and always thr to make me trainnn.. runnnnn.. stretchhhh.. no doubt a wonderful trainer! i feel so upset becoz i think that i've let u down. im sorry.
to my helix captain: u're the first to make me engross in badminton and always want to make me do footwork to improve. u're skills always impress me. i joined the team is also becoz of ur enthusiasm in making the team possible. im sorry to put a stop.
to the racquet owner: thanks a lot for lending me all ur fantastic racquets for training and for the matches. i've developed a feeling for them. haha. sick. but i really do enjoy gripping the racquet. haha! without them, i wouldnt hav gone this far too. im sorry.
to my other shifus and supporters: u all simply rocks man!
nothing can express my feelings now. feel so guilty and disappointed.. in my first badminton comp. i know u guys will b thr n will encourage me.. thanks.. but im jus sorry. too many things happening to me these days tt perhaps stolen my 'principle focus'. my heart, st john and my 2 dearest friends..
on top of all these.. i totally agree with cherr. our class is much more bonded now! esp the badminton grp & its supporters! its really great to have such a team of friends. yeah!
regards,
with lots of thanks and appologies..
Lingx

afa exam

can u imagine i went for st john at 5.30pm? haha..
usually i would sacrifice anything for st john.. but ..
friday was a short day. and my left knee is hurting!!
went hq for afa-re exam on sat. easy test man. oh, pia leong is so handsome. haha! he moved so close to me when im doing cpr!! haha.. he taught me to pinch and pull the nose harder.. hee.
okok.. then met this 29yrs old officer formerly from dhs.. he's very nice.. we crap ard wif him.. not forgetting the bandaging uncle.. i mean sir.. haha.. even funnier.. i did my favourite palm bandage. he see alredy and said "ok. passed." hahaahaa!
iya. well. knew this exam would b easy. hehee. afterall the qns are forever the same man.. so ambiguous. and if u put all ans as true.. i guarantee u will pass. haha!
oh.. had fun with mdm sim's sons too! oh.. her younger son, alestier kissed me! wahaha.. so cute man.. he's so hyperactive..
ok.. then went to eat with gela, chin and van at the army market. woo.. so long nve chat together.. den walked ard thr for cheap goods. hee.
nth much happened. yah. woke up damn early this morning.. lk 8am! duh.. loads of hmwk to do!! arhhH! take one step at a time. =)

bad training

still training for badminton like almost everyday. i am getting more n more enthu abt it. tts good! but my left knee hurts!!!
today's a fine day. started really well in the morning. its the first time i feel happy on thurs. haha. was happy all the way till the time when i need to get my ppl to get ready for photo taking. was pissed when they dont listen to me. too demanding i am?
was hyper again after that.. and once again, people want to step on my tail. not tt i want to say. i really cant stand those participating in ndp marching contigent. they just cant listen to the parade commander. he was giving instructions and others just want to show tt they're better by laughing at his command. tt is so bad! when everyone wants to be the leader, whose the follower? to be a good follower is more difficult than to be a good leader my dear.
oh. jus need to comment this in my blog. the bubble tea tt i like is peach red teaaaaaa!!! not peach milk tea!!! i dont take milk!! hahaa.. cant believe my dear cherr bought somethg really diff from wad i asked for. omg.
tml's friday. dont feel excited like how i usually do. weird. bad.

badminton matches!!!

weee. got so much to say about my 3 badminton matches!! =)
okiex. played girls double with holichu yesterday n today. yupiee!! we won all 3!!
yesterdae result: 17/14, 15/8
todays result: 11/4, 11/4
cool! its my first time joining a badminton competition and just started real training (meaning with footwork etc) 2 or 3 weeks ago! so impressed with myself. ahha. =x before the comp i was trembling like hell.. getting colder n colder.. didnt want to disappoint my shifus! luckily, the luck was in my court. hehee. ok, shall nt get too confident.. real show on next monday!
yesterdays match was fantastic. for the first set, we were both v.scared. but tried to remain as calm as possible ah. get so intense halfway thru tt i could feel as if my whole face turned red! red hot! haha.. really overwhelmed to win the first match. at least, we didnt get knock out straightaway. hee.
todays more challenging. against better players of coz. kenz and cherr played really well! they vs a school team player (from tpss but i duno who) and could pull the score as close as 11/10! though we lost, but still glab tt kenz hit the bloody cocky guy in his face n stomach! wahahaa!
the boys doubles are getting stronger n stronger. jas n yang really need to train more too. saw really cool shots by jas. haha. teach me net man! as for the boys single. no need to elaborate more, long my idol man! he's the champ! haha. of coz, hes our team, helix captain! hehe.
holichu!! we need to practise more.. haha! definitely expecting even scarier opponents next week. but shall do my best! helix, we're amazing! =)
im not losing focus..

angriest day.

my frens.
if you're reading my post. please, remember to be punctual whenever you meeting your friends. if you know you'll really be late, please remember to give one of them a call to inform. or at the least a message. i just had a horrible experience. and worse still, they are all guys and still don't know they are in fault. i feel cheated. the 30mins have woke me up. im not blinded anymore. i shouldnt be helping them. i shouldnt have trusted you all. its a painful yet good whack to my heart.
regards,
leeling

ndp training sux

went for ndp training in tpjc just now.
it sux!!! i dont want to fall in with u guys!! i mean.. duh.. why must i fall in man? when im now commanding ppl to fall in. ;)
ugh. so not used to it. only enjoyed crapping with sabrina. haha! we're like having our own fun! =P
certain BB and GB ppl i've seen. weird. saw ppl disgracing herself too. omg.
the teachers in charge were nice. keep saying they will reward us with goodie bags and nice testimonials. but the fact is tt im not here for all these. just tot tt i could take up a better post like contigent commander or.. than to hold the stupid state flag. ugghhh!
do slow march with the BB GB timing. sooo not right! we had so much arguments abt which command to use and which timing to follow. totally sucky.
the teachers dont know abt it too. duh.. leave it all to us. and when everyone wants to speak.. chaos!
went for zone meeting at hq yesterday nite. reached home at abt 11+. wah seh. sleep immediately man. so damn tired larh! didnt do hmwk either! the meeting went smoothly. saw pialeong! wee. so handsome! haha! and had fun with les and andy.
yarh. great. not enough sleep today and i lost my maths tys!!! realised it during like.. 2nd half of the day, maths lesson? duh..
went all ard the sch to find.. toilet, track, hall, canteen.. all until i went back to the civics classrm after my maths lesson, and haha! it was there! phew! so i've like left it there eversince morning the first period!! stupid me right! am alredi slow and my sleepiness made it worse!
im having eye bags n dark circles.. not enough sleep? or m i crying too much?