passage new york

we had thousands of roses to distribute..

60 stalks!! thats very heavy!
PASSAGE OF ROSES!
yup! a one-day job at shenton way!
gave a total of 3000roses today!!
just look at us! carrying 60 stalks of roses and advertise to ladies, our target audience.
sometimes i just cant stand some women! u see, its pretty obvious that we're choosing who we want to give the roses to.
but some try all ways to get your attention and expect u to give them one.
honestly, none of us wants to reject anyone. but it is our job to ensure our msg gets to the correct people. isnt that's part of a promoter's job!
we have women who
1) shouted "WAH! SO MANY ROSES LEH!" - to get your attention, so as to give one to them each.
2) shouted "SEE! they dont want to give me." - same motive!
3) upon giving one rose, she says "can i have the other one instead? its less bloom." - picky!
4) deliberately walk between you and ur friend. - hello! u want one right!
5) ..
6)..
ahh.. theres just too many!! do you dare to ask for something from a promoter who didnt approach you?
well. actually, the best part is getting to know kenny, richard and pauline! new friends from tpjc! haa. late better than never! they're nice! and sure made me enjoy this casual work!
having 2more sessions this week! and im officially unemployed again! damn!
wish me luck ba!

cabbage and carrot

when people say that they can help/ they will help. i seriously wonder if they know what they're talking about and if they truly understand what help really means.
according to dictionary.com,
help- to make easier or less difficult; contribute to; facilitate
help out- to assist in an effort; be of aid to.
however, often it turns out to be otherwise. especially when they fail to even try to help, they simply worsen condition. simply because disappointment sets in.
i really need help!

its so nice giving roses to people. in fact, after doing that, i feel that i know women better! hahaa. well, it would be even better if the roses are made available to the men as well. after all, there were 5000 roses! not are we just advertising for the company, we're making people's day too!
i simply had a great time there!
come to think, its pretty easy to make a black faced person smile back at you. ha.

finally the course is over. glad that the debrief wasnt the same as last year! if not perhaps i dont know what im going to say this time. well, honestly, i had more feelings for this year's snco than last. guess its due to campday 3 that touched me so much. but
guess wad! i was greeted SGT this morning! omg. my heart sank and i just ignored. wad the fuck! i mean. but i didnt do anything about it. after all, they perhaps cant tell as im attired half u. and maybe i look young huh! what matters more to me is the feeling of ma'am isnt portrayed! you see, if you've the ma'am look, they'll just automatically greet u ma'am right! ha. forget it if possible.

job hunting is shit. am i too picky? or wad da hell is wrong man. had been a week and im still unemployed. well, excluding the 3day work larh. see, im so anxious and yet to no avail for my interviews. damn it!
maybe i should enjoy my current life.

Jobless

so u see, i clarified the pay with the hr personnel and ive decided to wait longer for a better job with a better pay. i rejected the interview.
in actual im least interested in customer service. its just bcoz my sis is working there. so she sort of sent my resume to her supervisor. then i got it.
but well, it sounds like some kind of pulling string thingie huh! so nah. and furthermore its gona be damn bored to answer calls for 8hrs/day! eek.
and ive just sent a few emails to some tuition centres. hopefully they can give me good responses. anyway, most probably i will wait till angela recover then we'll look for job together!



well. i should hav gone on some holiday trips before starting to work huh!
i was wondering..

no school!

"没有读书的日子真好!" i said that yesterday night and my fam agreed.
woah. the feeling is great man!
dont need to worry about anything concerns with school! nothing about waking up early. nothing about reaching sch late. nothing about tutorials. lectures. even lecturers! haa!
dont worry kids. if ure still studying, u'll reach where im standing now.
well. but good days dont last!
just received call for my first job interview!
its gona be customer service. my first job! and can tell from the caller that theyre in need of people. so most prob im gona work the next day!
oh. no. yes. i mean i need to start waking up early again!!
but that will also mean that my pocket will start filling up with cash! haa.
think positively huh.

tension of the opposite.

dedicate to that people i detest
"If youre trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They will look down at you anyhow. And if youre trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone." - MorrieSchwartz

now that we roughly know what our corps is doing to us. or rather, what the people in our corps is doing. we no longer need to try to coexist harmoniously.
the picture is getting clearer and clearer. and all that i care now is the kids and their future in stjohn, my teachers in charge, my corps future in zone.

as much as i know. we'll do what uve done. thats easy.

Happy New Year! i wish!

i thought i could perhaps leave this out of my mind for a day but! this morning, the straits times caught my attention once again!
damn it!
i thought the Eight logo is great!! It uses interpretation of the no. '8' to form the letters.
if only im more talented! i would have a better time designing one.
anyway, wana wish a HAPPY NEW YEAR to my love ones!
seeing all of u next yr! =)

next year will be a better year.

i loathe this so much!

so all i can do now is wait.
wait for peoples' reply.
wait for photographs.
wait for powerpoint slides.
damn it! i was multi tasking just and now all i can do is to wait.
and even a minute of resting makes me feel weird all over. and i decided to blog.
albeit wanting to finish my book, and finish the drama series, im still waiting for responses online!
dreaded.

fac training has been tedious for me. i realised how impatient i am still after a year of leave. its bad larh. i know im not supposed to flare, or even a little mad with the kids. but i just cant help it!

packed the training cupboard after fac training. had this 'finally the cupboard belongs to me' feeling. the swagger stick, the stjohn n state flag, the leisure camp, jnco camp files, the fa manual, the fa notes, nominal rolls blah blah blahh.. are mine!
its not the materials that fantasize me of course. but the responsibility of being a training officer. i guess everyone knows da importance of training. its as though the education of the cadets are partially in my hands! (it depends on themselves and their instructors too)
i know ive a lot to do.

and im still working on my logo. damn it. im left with one last chance for my sis to use photoshop for me. and im so sure the next time i need to pacify her more! omg. wad a choice ive made. im still not prepared for negative comments to fall on me. well, thats always tough to swallow. esp after the effort put in. im shot.

im left with 1day before 07 begins! and ive still lots of st john work undone! omg. dont mention work! i haven't even start working! only when can i start working? i still have std3 course to go for. workplan to assist in. logo to build on. fa powerpoint to check. instructors to groom. fac to train.. omg!
and i havent even have time to reflect on 2006 and ponder about my aims in coming 2007!

once again. my nov and dec have been dedicated to my dearestest stjohn.

i dont wish to pass newyr while doing some st john stuffs.

enough of my complains. people, just render ur service.